oh so last year!

i love christmas(: and the rest that i havent updated!

2005-12-29T01:31:00.000-08:00

-all i want for christmas is you(:

OMGoshhhh.
everyone! ((:
thank you all for visiting my blog even tho its kinda dead!
trying to update frequently!

this year's christmas is the best!
ahh.

christmas eve;
was working that day la!
at skatesports trapped there working from 10am to 4pm.
but it was fun la. then albert gave me DC shoes! XD
whoo. then after that had a nice talk with kat(:
we told each other many things la.
but by then everythings already changed!
just after these 5 days many things have changed (:
some for the better some just worse.

and then rushed to church!
my daddy fetched me and loretta!
OHOH! hear this-

;LORETTA and HEATHER ACCEPTED CHRIST!
thank the Lord for the two salvations!(:

then i took cab with heather back to marine parade there.
then i waited for mengli and shane to come in a cab.
then heather met her friend too.
then from the shop there mengli passed me a box!((:
my xmas pressie.
hoho.
wahh.
then anyways, then later mengli, lucas, chantelle and shuhua went home.
i went to shuhuas house then went home to change.
then me and shuhua met mengli and chantelle at bedok interchange.
then lucas boarded the mrt that we were in la.
then they came with me to my parents function thingy
at furama riverfront hotel at outram there.
we all took mrt!
then from the outram mrt there take taxi!
we all like beg the uncle to fit us in!
five of us!
finally the uncle say can.
then there blahblah.
my crazy dad got drunk cos he drank- errm duh.
and then got crazy.
like embarrass me infront of all of my them la!
say what he very open.
then tell my guyfriends must take care of me and blah!
then say cannot drink ahh.
and other nonsense la!
then after the countdown!
hoho!
it was CHRISTMAS!

whoohoo! then later we took a cab to orchard for the foam party.
begged the uncle to let five of us in again!
this time this uncle very cockly one la.
he like told shuhua he wanna bring her go hotel.
then later she was like playing along laa.
eeks. hehheh.
crazyy!
then later got TP somemore!
then lucas went down and sat below there.
hah!
and then THAT was the special moment! ((: heehee.

HEHHEH. dropped off the taxi.
then we like got sprayed all over by strangers laa.
then got so many banglas.
then chantelle was like screaming stop it la you freaking banglas!
cos they like keep using the foam cans to spray us then keep bullying the girls only.
then when the girls scream they seem to like it and do more la!
sickos lor! wah.
then later went home about 3am!
mengli and i shared a cab then the others took another cab!

wahh. i love my tatty bear! ((: hahahas.
mmm. and the <3>
and the others la!
thank you everyone for everything!
mmm. and that was my very special christmas(:
my best one(:

christmas;
went to watch the chronicles of narnia the lion the witch and the wardrobe.
nice movie! ((:
yeap((: heehee.
then lucas had stomach ache!

then monday had a family dinner thingy again!
received more prezzies.
kinda fun. played pool with my couzs!

then tuesday went to my mum's office at orchard! ((:
then after that!
went to give CHANTELLE a surprise after that!
the next day was gonna be her birthday! ((:
mmm. then at about 11pm went to meet mengli(:
at siglap centre and then skated to kembagan there.
then met lucas there! (:
and his brother, and 2 other ex kcians and some boy la.
one of the ex kcians was izza's buddy last time!

then 28th.
0.00 o clock!
chantelle got the shock of her life.
and then we played with the helium balloons that lucas gave chantelle!
we inhaled the helium gas inside!
and then i recorded out PUNY voices in my phone! XD
HAHAHA. it was damn funny((:
was cool tho!

and then the 29th!
can't really rmb what happened on that day!
cos like now's already the 6th of january. long time since i've updated laa.
so busy! i'll try to recall all i can!

and then the next day err what ahh. 30th. hmmm. nothing much i guess. was at home if im not wrong. heh! was suffering not gng out la!

and then saturday, 31st! WHOOHOO.

GOING TO COUNTDOWN to the NEW YEAR 2006!

and then and then! after church, my parents fetched me from church cos we were gonna go to another church, my parents' church affiliation at bukit merah [who knows why it had to be so freakin far!] ohoh! btw, that week's MEGALIFE's sermon was pretty good. pastor joyce was the speaker i think? hmm. i've got bad memory. if im not wrong it should be pj la. ohoh! guess what? i was like feeling so bored la. cos like celebrating the new year or rather counting down just with the family in this unknown place that i feel so left out and so-not in. cos like im the only teen there la. the others are either adults, or small young children! tsk. budden there were a few sec ones la. and so i was feeling so deprived cos my other friends were either at orchard catching a late movie then gng for countdown. sighhh. budden after awhile i found things meaningful. i was captured by God's presense. i didnt care about other stuffs, i just wanted to focus on God. Time flew and soon it was the time to countdown!

WE COUNTED DOWN-

10 , 9 , 8 , 7 , 6 , 5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1!

WHOO! happy new year.

there were the crazy ribbons thingy and snowspray. it got into my mouth la. yucks. =X taste like soap. hmm. it is soap. foamspray. and then went to clarke quay there wanted to go for supper with the family budden it was too crowded. and so we went to mohamad sultan-[how to spell?] to eat. ate bak kut tay SEDAP(: ! and then later all of us went home and then i decided to meet my friend at her house there. somewhere near kembagan. it was alr 3am then. i asked my mum for permission and she allowed! she say new year happy happy okay la! so i went! i took a cab there. TSK. $5.40? the midnight charge was like 2bucks plus. and then about 5.30am then took a cab back about $6.30?

and SUNDAY! 01 jan! dunno where i went.

hmm. and then monday, 02 jan. cant rmb what i was doing. But i now i was rushing to complete my holiday hw la. and then was preparing to go to skoo the next day!

OMgosh. FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

terrible. terrible. -ly good (:

hoho. it was fine. the teachers were fine. quite nice la. but err one of them ah. TERRIBLE. eeks. urghh. and then had to stay back for some PSL stuff discussion with the i campers instructors! planning for the sec one's orientation camp thingy on the 5th and 6th! the PSLs were in charge of the 6th one. got no lessons.

second day of school? mmm. had lessons. was quite fun cos sitting right at the back of the class so was happily talking but payed attention as well (: trying to be a nice girl from now on! hoho. XP

3rd day? mmm. yesterday!

OHOH! some of the PSLs stayed back to 'assist' the prefects. which we didnt get their thanks in return! TSK la! we were making the atmosphere more fun and WHOa. but oh well. guess they were jealous that the sec ones prefered us to them! hee. cos they were like strict and boring. nahhh. no offence to the prefects reading this ahh! XP joking onlyyy. heh. incase they are petty XD.

OH. the PSLs who went were kim kat and i. mmm. then the first game we had with the secones was some water gun game. and we were supposed to be 'walls' standing around to act as 'road'blocks if theres any road. hah! mmm. then the camp instructor- RICHARD. he was like lets sabo the PSLs! whoo! and so we got wet! or should i say me and kat got wet! KIM turned out DRY! kat got the fronters. and i was a little wet, budden later on that richard took the gun when i was happily shouting out to izza downstairs, cos u see we were at the platform beside the hall. tsk. and i felt it. but wasnt sure of what it was. after many many many shots, then i realised i was wet! richard had continuously sprayed water at me la! the other 2 ran off alr! tsk. urghh. and then my whole back was wet. and my sexy black bra was showned! XD whahas! hmm. then they were like you're not wet too huh? i was like! TSK. i turned behind and like- LOOK!. then they were like OKAY! didnt have to show me. and then the others wanted to sabo kim. they tried to carry her! but couldnt! hahas.

and then in the end all of us got wet! and then we played some 'sms' game. but didnt require to sms? hahahaa. and then the winner will get put powder on the losers head!

ohoh! and then we disrupted the prefects and started to make things livelier by singing the titanic song! hahaa. all of them started laughing at us la! and we oso did the hokey pokey and the can can dance thingy!

thats about the day! (:

hoho.

and then TODAY! 06 jan! friday XP

kinda got scolded by richard cos we were late. supposed to meet at 2.20pm budden we met him at 2.40pm! sighh. he was kinda pissed but he was alright after that la. he's nice and funny and wierd la. but kinda cool. nice to have him as our instuctor! and then today had alotalot of fun tho the sec ones were so chaotic! the group that i took was my sister's class. tsk. she was inside la! and most of them din wanna co-operate! say what tired and stuffs! budden was okay in the end la. they werent even enthu tho! i was there trying to make them feel high budden they jack me! like i feel so stupid being crazy alone. they like didnt give a damn about it la. and they took long to figure out the clue for the amazing race thingy even when it was so obvious! and couldnt spell foyer. hmm.

but i still love them (: my dear juniors!

ahh. feels good to be upper sec! XD like very big lidat (:

then we could go at about 4plus? but most of us decided to stay to just join in the others! me and kim played with justins guitar for a while.. and he himself played a christian song on the guitar! XD whoo! my fav song! -ALL THAT I WANT.

at first i was like- whoa. he can play too. hmm. this songs nice too. so familiar. ohoh! then i went to ask him if it was a christian song! he said yes! WHOO!

coolness. the chords were G D Em if im not wrong! =D yepps. then just joined in and took fotos with all the icampers instructors and one with justin! and then we were asked to do a cheer impromtu! then we din know what to do so we sang the titanic song and did the PSL clap!

the end! ((:

PSL FUNfun!!

too busy man!! XD

2005-12-13T00:26:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
this is total madness!
the HAPPIEST MOMENTS of my life.
YOU KNOW. its like WHOA.
these few weeks were the BEST can!
OMGOSH. i love SKATESPORTS LOTS laaa.
i dont know what i'll do without it.
i think i'll just die.
its like my LIFE. waaaah.
gonna meet lucas and chantelle now!
ohoh!
yesterday SKATED TO ORCHARD from east coast can!
it was like what. we only took ONE hour 3mins can!
so fast for FIRST timers right chantelle? XD mmm.
hehheh. thankyouthankyou ((:
mmm. oh man! and the day before i was at CHALET.
as east coast. the skatesports chalet!~
stayed till about 2.30am and my dad had to spoil everything and come to fetch me.
TSK. its like whaaa. we were having SO MUCH fun and then my dad say i cant stay over.
what the heck laa. i must be patient as lucas says. have ta wait till i gain the trust from my parents.
but my dads hopeless for the time being laa.
URGHH. mmm. then you know we played some WAR game with waterbomb!
haha! i din get wet at all can!
then that stupid lucas after the game come behind me pretend pretend then splash on my back with the water bomb!
and then skating skating from the chalet to skatesports there then i threw one water bomb at him, it hit him but nehh burst. so he took it and splash on me again la!
grrr. tsk. so i not happy XP
gonna get him.
then went 7-11 to get mineral water for myself to drink and i thot of something XD
hehheh. was skating back and i felt so tired. so lucas offered to pull me.
AND HAH. once i got near him i POUR the water on him XP
HEH. who ask him.
nobody has ever gotten him before i think!
he's like super fast laa. like faster than cars or somethin. tsk.
mmm. then ya lo.

OH and have yawl ever felt SO HIGH and crazyyy?
mmm. omgosh me and chantelle and shuhua drank can. and its like you feel so happy la!
oh man but i felt like puking when i was in the car when my dad fetched me home!
ohhh. not supposed to let him know i drank. so had to keep it inside of me.
eeeks. but it was the best ((: VODKA. felt so hot and happy and high.
ya know. urghhh. shuhua drank my cup la. tsk. ahh.
yepp (: was fun!

ahh. okayyyyy. i gotta leave my house now to lucas house! heh.
shhh. so yepp. then later meeting my mum.
and gotta get my sisters pressie! mmm. i'll continue another time! ((:

love lots. <3
val- TC all.

ohmyyyy.

2005-11-23T11:06:00.000-08:00

hello all!
ahhh. my sister is bugging me to use the com!
so i gotta make this really short!
i'm typing so swiftly right now.
i feel like my fingers gonna fall out!
OH MAN! speaking of FALL OUT!
it just occured to me!
fall out boy rockks! XD
DANCE, DANCE.
XD my favouritEST song!
yeppyepp. and there's believe me!
but thats by fort minor!
ooo. anw, getting outta point.

yesterday!
went out to far east with sherz.
and then bought a nice green sash! ((:
its really pretty!
and a top! (:
wasnt that cheap.
but i liked it lots larh!
(: yeppyepp.

ooo. then i met my mum at her office there!
its at orchard. so then went for dinner!
and then home.

and then i watched DRINK DRANK DRUNK!
ohh man! its a wonderful show!
its so touching!
i actually cried!
and that french-chinese lead male actor is so cute!
myy gosh(:
yepps. it was such a touching and romantic show!
and hilarious at parts too!
a good show! (:
must watch!
tho i watched it in cantonese.
with english sub titles!
there wasnt any chinese dolby stereo!
its not the real dvd!
SHHH. is my uncle lend one((:

tooodles((:
oooo! gonna work tmr! WHAAHOOOOooo ((:
but the vacancies not confirmed! :they havent call me!
and winnie is overseas!
at hongkong(: at a hockey competition.
ahhs. still waiting(:

AHHH.

2005-11-22T12:11:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHH.
long long time never post already!
feeling so outdated XD
ohh ohh.
lemme tell you ((:

THE BEST THING EVER! XD
- i found a job at a skates shop!
nono, actually they found me!! XD
SKATESPORTS.
ooooyeah.
it rocks.
went for trial run thingy at EXPO on SUNDAY!
then we gave out postcards and flyers regarding the lessons for skating, and also for the BIG event coming up at EXPO this thurs to sun!
24th to 27th XD
yeppyepp. its a boys event larhh.
sport cars, vintage cars, bikes, motorbikes, computers, BLADES...
blahh!
YEAH! and like we'll promote mostly on the roller blades larh.
the event; BIG BOYZ TOYZ.
yeppyepp.
COOL EH?
gogo! all guys can go(: girls too (:
hehheh.
well! i gotta go! will blog again tonight!
i hope i got the time!
ahhh. might be meeting kiew or sherz later!

MUCH LOVE<3
muahhs. (X

HAHA.

2005-11-18T17:23:00.000-08:00

BOO!
hahas. im at the marine parade library now!
viewing christine's website! (:
its like so cool!
hahas. she draws so well!
on the com some more!
hmm. will continue later!
gonna view her art work((:
-16 nov

okay! its like friday alreadaye!
i'm continueing this post.
hmmm. today is a rest day for me after outings every day of the week!
feeling so beat out!
whoa. every night conference on the fone too(:
with mahh bruther(: hahas. mmm. my bestie(:
hahas. lets start from thursday and going backwards! ((:

THURSDAY-
a beautiful day(:
NOT! hahas. stupid. have to be back at school!
LIKE from 9am to 5pm OKAYY!
urghh. i suffered. it DRAGGED on till SIX larh.
how pissing!
but it was so fun!
ya know, i went there at like 10am!
cause i waw so tired and woke up late!
and was having cramps. tsk. sighh.
urgh. and then blah blah, played some games.
and then! the MAJOR GAME! XD
CAPTAIN's BALL.
OH MY GOSHh. i do LOVE that game lots. (:
water captian's ball! i'm so reminded of aquarius day... (:
my kors and jie all there ((:
wonderful moments i will never forget!
and as for this game we played, on land.
EEEEEEEw.
all i can say is GROSS.
TOTALLY SICK.
you know what we played with?
A DEAD BLACK CHICKEN which is still warm!
at first played with the netballs larh.
then after that damn sick!
it was erasers, and then it was FISHBALLS.
and then THE BLACK CHICKEN.
and i forgot to bring my PE larh.
so i used my uniform.
which i have exposed myself MANY TIMES.
hmm. free shows :\
ahhh. who cares! (:
i had lotsa fun!
oh and then yea. i didnt play when they played with the black chicken!
duh~!! of course. i dont like DEAD stuff.
i'll be so grossed out.
AND THE WORST PART WAS--
the STUFF. i mention, ORGANS. dropped out of it larh!
SICKSICKSICK.
and the heart :\
EEEEEWWW. you wouldnt wanna see it.
the sight was just awful!
gabrina and ally tearing the chicken apart!
and the head got torn out too.
SICK.
the ball- 10 pts.
the eraser- 20pts.
the fishball- 30pts.
the BLACK CHICKEN-50 pts.

eeeks. claudia puked!
literally! yepp. we managed to get 3650 points tho(:
yepps. and then blah blah we had this appreciation session thing(:
was fun! ppl had to write comments to ya and all (: yepp.

ohh man! i gotta go soon! so i'll hurry abit!
i'll just describe roughly((:

WEDNESDAY-
OUT! to PLAZA SING with christine, soek, loretta, ally, rachel, melissa and sherrie!
yepps. watched SKY HIGH!
very nice show(: hahas. yepp.
better than i thot.
took neoprints!
lotsa them(:
izza couldnt come! so sad!
she was grounded!
and then came home and conferenced till late! (:

TUESDAY-
boring PSL course.
9am to 5pm again.

MONDAY-
WHOOOOHOOOOOOO.
went out to plaza sing with my godbros and cheryl ang!
went ice skating!
then we watched 'the exorcism of emily rose'.
yepp. was scary!
so freaky larh. eeks.
:\ i didnt dare to look at some parts!
THREE AM in the morning!
:\ hmm. was so scared!
kiew was so scared too larh!
hahas. he was telling me about it.
ohoh! and cheryl and ben were so loving in the cinema!
hehheh ((: they were cuddling together holding hands.
XD haha. yepp.
and i was feeling so freezed in there!
OH and guess what!
i had to pay for KIEW's TICKET!
tsk. a girl paying for a guy! :\
so un-glam! hahas. he's gonna treat me back someday(:
he and his car racing MAXIMUM TUNE. heh.
yeppyepp(:
had lotsa fun that day.
and after the movies we went to take neoprints!
and it was getting late already!
the movie ended at about 9 plus liddat!
wheee.

SUNDAY-
had cell group in the morning!
and then i cant rmb what happened after that! :\
ahh. gotta go.
my annoying sister is bugging me!
she wants to use the com.
tsk! another time! ((:

LOVE YA PEEPS lots((:

-AHH. i need to go shopping!
i wanna buy clothes((: hehheh (:
muahh. will upload some photos later!
if. i can get on to the com!
the virus on the com is so annoying!

LOVELOVE<3

2005-11-12T06:16:00.000-08:00

ehh(:
back!
yepps. so on that thursday after drama
went to TM a while with izza and sherrie!
izza left first!
then there, decided to meet my brothers at century square there the arcade!
then haha. that kiew playing his game there.
take so long!
make us wait.
ohoh, and then i saw marvin there!
yeah. like again!
hahas. quite many times already! ((:
heh.

friday-

went roller blading with my sis!
roller bladed from our house to east coast park.
and then played at the arcade!
heh. then went to macs!
the guy gave us free coke and mc flurry oreo (:
heh. hmm. (:
that trainee! he's quite young(:
cool!

then marvin called me to ask if i wanna go help pack clothes at church there!
was about to go but then i would be taking too long to get there from home!
and then i oso need to hand in my appeal mah.
so i had to specially wear my uniform to go hand in larh.
how urgh!
then after that came home, and then changed to go out.
i brought my sis to PP (:
yepp. so leh chey larh.
oh and then we watched 'the myth'!
my, its a real good movie!
shen hua, that jackie chan movie! (:
it rocks! all his movies rock laa.
all actioned packed.
tho this one's a little different!
its quite sad! the ending is like! ahh.
i cried! (:
go watch it soon!
very touching! (:

saturday-

woke up quite late!
like 11.30am!
cause was talking to kiew on the fone until 1plus am!
heh! ((:
so fun!(:
then went to izza's hari raya party!
the theme- shimmer and dangles! ((:
hahas. she made that up(:
vehh fun!!
so i wore my mum's boho skirt!
and i wore a white top with it!
and dangly ethnic earrings and a pearl bracelet.
and a brown slippers((:
hehheh. ohoh, my mums skirt is SIZE L can!!
ahh. but i wear is like super hipster(:
but i fits. (:
for my mum is at the waist there!
HAHA!
mmm.
izza's mum is a real good cook!~
the food is all so yummy!
ate alot(:
the rendang, chicken wing!
and more! (:

then rach and i took a cab to church!
wasnt late(:
went to church with our long boho skirts!
haha. OH YAY!
mel gave me my present! ((:
whoo!! one is mel and amanda,
the other is mel and joeyee!
so cool! (:
later gonna sms them to thank them again! (:
so nice! its this really nice white handbag! ((:
and a pair of slippers!
and then i'm home! ((:

haha. yepp(:
oh. and i got something to tell yawl!
will blog soon about it! (:
ahh.

TWO MORE DAYS to my birthday! ((:

drama -theatre works.

2005-11-10T20:11:00.000-08:00

drama theatre works

ahhh. that was quite fun! we went to some place. i can't rmb where! near clarke quay. (: yea. we went there to watch some videos which are quite documentary. hahas. a little boring? but then later we had to drama it out. like act out parts of it. (: it was fun tho((: was in izza's group for the watching video part. then later sherrie came in to do the dance thingy with us! we took certain dance steps from the videos and then added some comedy in it! (: we volunteered to be the first group to perform! haha. it was damn funny and embarrassing larh! we were being so lame! ahh. its past midnight. i think i better sleep soon!

tommorow gonna go izza's house for her hari raya thingy! some party((: hahas. ayy, will continue tommorrow!

talking to somebody on the phone now!
complaining that i'm concentrating on the com more than him. sighh. hahas.
(:

nitey <3 (:

ICE SKATING!

2005-11-09T12:59:00.000-08:00

ICE SKATING--
((((((((((:

ice skating ice skating ice skating!
-- AHHH!
it rocks (:

aquarius i still love you((:
i miss ya guys loads! )':
waaah.
tho later i going over!
whoooo.

yesterday went ice skating!
that melissa lar! pangseh me. supposed to go beach or something!
then kinda planned out, then she say she not going. whaa. liddat can!
but ice skating oso fun larr (: HAHA.

all the way at jurong since the kallang one already closed down last year october!
the new one coming out in 2007 (:
mmm. then we were there.
met benkor, kiewkor, cheryl ang and zhao jie and the bedok mrt there.
was a long ride to jurong!
then went there, got no money!
so ben paid for us((:
hehheh. then ice skated for 3hours!
damn FUN(:
whoaa. tho the figure skates werent very good!
next time i'll try the hockey one(:
last time used to go ice skating with my dad and sis every saturday!
but that was before the kallang ice skating ring closed down!
ahh. then from then on i didnt go already(:
getting a little rustyy.
heh. mmm. then liddat lorr!
HAH. that kiew! he fell a thousand times lar!
he try to act act! heh.
and then he accidentally fell on his knees once and he pretended it was a stunt. hahaa.
and then he fell on his butt once too. hahaha.

WHOO. my micro rocks(: hahas.
random!
yeahh. and then after that went home,
conferenced at night!
which kiew and i fell asleep!
and cheryl had to call our names then we were like- huh?
hahas. then after a while cheryl went off already,
then left me and kiew, he fell asleep, me too!
then after a while i woke up- hello?
no one answered! haas. he wasnt snoring. haha!
but the line was still on.
so i hung up and went to sleep!
i fell asleep instantly((:

on monday night oso the same!
conference until late! hahas.
2am lidat(:

yeah! im tired now~
just ate my lunch. yummy speghetti!
ahhs. i feel so lazy now.
my legs hurt from yesterday!

ohoh, and yesterday took some fotos!
will put in my blog someday soon! (:

toodles~
<3>

SENTOSA.

2005-11-07T23:44:00.000-08:00

sentosa

YOYO people!
hahas. ohh yeahh!!
went sentosa yesterday with my family!
ahh, quite fun! suntan-ed!
haha. oh, took many nice fotos((:
shall put up here someday!
after i print out the fotos from my phone!
nice sunset and all (:
mmhmm. and took some with my sis. (:
mmm. oh, took the tram thingy around the sentosa beach.

tried to suntan!
but only got a little tanned.
my mum, dad, sis and grandpa didn't want to go under the sun.
sigh. i wanna go there again soon!
the next time will be with friends((:
hehheh. ooo.

yepps. then we sat the chairlift to uphill and sat the luge thingyy.
FUN! heh. but not much kick laa.
(:

FIVE more days to my birthday(:

lovelove(: muahhhs <3

my micro!

2005-11-05T08:12:00.000-08:00

PURITY

hello all humans (:

ahh, feeling so bored and lame now can!

haha. mmhmm. today was pretty much a good day! after all the confusion and disappointment!

i've gotten over my results. mmm. :\ yu guo tian qing(:

sunny after rain(: HEH.

today woke up at 12pm liddat! gosh. cause was on the phone till 4am liddat! ahh.

so i overslept! was supposed to meet clarissa at east coast park there at 12pm! i received so many smses man. yepp. then anw clarissa asked her friend zara to go meet her! so i didnt meet her in the end. =X oopsyy.

and then went to church.

the sermon was good((:

by pastor jeremy seaward

it was about purity-

definition; -undiluted

-un err what arh, oh, undefied

then errm talking about being pure lorr.

like, we can never be close to God without purity even if we have faith.

yepp. so don't mess up. never.

set an example!

Let the Lord sanctify your heart<3>

Abound more and more.

morer(: haha.

How does impurity get in?

#01. pressure

#02. curiosity

#03. Affection

#04. desire

hahas. yepp.

this is more or less from my memory! (: payed attention to this sermon!

cause it was so funny! he told us some funny story about the book of purity- genesis.

yepp. then he randomly chose ppl to act it out!

there were weird characters larh. macho adam. and beautiful eve.

hahas. when adam saw eve, he was like- WO [pronounced woooow, not wow! hah]

then eve was like- MAN.

so females(: like me, became WOMAN (:

then got more larh (:

he was good overall! (:

hahas. yepp.

couldn't walk properly!

sprained my shin that part.

it hurts. somehow. oh yeah,

i rollerbladed too much!

oh, and i was suffering bad muscle aches as well!

ahh. then ate maggie mee for dinner!

haha. we brought it to BK!

cause the others were eating there!

then bought drinks from macs.

and rach bought fries from macs!

mel and clare bought some food from the foodcourt.

hah! we're eating food from everywhere apart from BK!

tho we were eating in there!

then went to grass patch,

sat for a while, hurt my right leg again.

mmhmm, then still played some catching game!

cause was so bored!

then about 8.40pm we decided to leave to go home!

then was crapping all the way!

from walking to the pasir ris interchange all the way to kembagan!

sent rachel to there.

then took back again!

we were laughing like crazy!

will talk about that tmr!

im tired! :\

gonna play around with my micro awhile!

just transfered the songs((:

heh heh.

so long, rockerS XD hah! <3

live your life with purity.

PURITY is a BATTLEZONE.

OH YEAH.

2005-11-04T20:45:00.000-08:00

i understand now. i think?

oh mannn.

got a long talk from my mum.

you may call it nagging!

and then got a talk from my dad as well,

but that one not so much of a nag!

he was "lecturing" me,

in the middle of the night!

at errm, 1235am!

i was actually talking on the phone!

and then whats more,

he kept telling me and blahblah,

then he say must say finish

then can gimme the micro.

oh man. so i listen.

ohh, while my dad was talking,

he cried :\

he says money is hard to earn

and he face his own troubles too!

ahhhh. first time i see him tear! )':

and its not just a little!

it was quite bad. sighh.

he says i shouldnt spend so much!

ohh, the finances. arghh.

yeah. i MUST budget myself(:

now that i understand! (:

okayy, valerie's a good girl(:

yeapp. i felt so bad.

i go out so often with friends, less time with family.

i spend so much money and keep asking my dad for it! :\

i play and play. and never fails to mess up the house, and not packing it.

i can't be bothered when my mum nags!

yepps. so i think i should start behaving and have discipline from now on(:

i shall OBEY. and CONTROL myself!

oh, but my sister is darn annoying. ARGH.

OH WELL.

yeah, i'll try. (: sighhh.

urghhs. i gotta go!

takecare, God bless*

muahhs.

ahhhhhhhh.

2005-11-04T02:07:00.000-08:00

utterly disappointed

HEY yawl.
okayokay. haiz. kinda argued with my parents yesterday! they were being so unreasonable. oh well, but everything's alright now, i've apologised(:

ohoh, yesterday's cell outing was damn fun!
tho the 3 cells kinda never turned up! hurr.

only me, melissa , clarissa, joeyee and shiyu! yepps. i went there a little late cause i had to fetch my father from the airport!
he returned. and bought lotsa stuff! oh, don't wanna talk about it man. urghh. and then my mother confiscated my handfone that day cause she said i was so demanding of everything. so think i was actually about to tell them no need to get the creative zen micro for me. and then she scolded me for so many things! cos my sister's specs degree went up by 150, then making new specs AGAIN. its been the 5th time this year. then i was like, 'you're spending so much money on her.' then they were like- but its necessary. then i was said, by letting her play the computer for 6 hours or MORE everyday is a sure confirm in a result in increase what. then my parents dont even allow me to use the com that long, cos they say i go out too often already. and then they scolded me. they said i cannot blame them for spending so much money, the specs for my sis is useful, not like what i demand. tho its so much cheaper when you sum it up! then they scolded me and nagged and nagged. oh well. but its over anyway. and then my mum returned me my fone in the end when they fetched me to the park there! we played at the arcade! ((: oh my, ddr is fun (: hahs. hehhheh. wasn't supposed to be there =X

clarissa! lets go again!
and then went to the beach there, picked up many many nice seashells! it was scary! the waves so strong! it was going to be high tide when we were there! about 6pm.

then yepps. came home, 10plus, was totally exhausted larh. i relaxed on my bedroom floor for a while, doing sit-ups and then i fell asleep! then woke up again and then bathed and went back to sleep! :/

hmm. my dad collected my MICRO already! but its with him, and he's not home yet. ahh. i'm impatiently waiting for it! (: hahas. mmm. XD lalala.

AHH. so beat man. so hot, and tired. after skating from one end to the other dead end of east coast park! from somewhere near bedok jeti to the other end of the park! met christine after going to parkway with sumyi, tiara, weizhen, daryl and cheryl ang! so fun (: went arcade too (: played time crisis! hahas. mm. cheryl played the para para thingy. hahas. she's quite pro at it! (: mmm. ahh. then before going there we went KFC to eat.

oh my!!! i saw joshua chan with his friend :/ in the VS uniform. ahh. then later tiara and sumyi was crapping while eating, the whole time. it was damn funny! was fun tho (:
then went to the VCD shop! cos sumyi wanted to find some teen titans cd. hahas. mmm. then yepps! (:
now, back home, totally exhausted! and burnt alot of fats. and firmed my muscles(: but ate ice cream :/ ahh. skated 30 or more over KM! ahh. legs hurt :/ HUR.

AND, i'm am so totally disappointed with myself. i'm such a stupid failure. so pissed with myself. i'm not blaming anyone else but MYSELF. i just have a freaking problem larh. pissed off! pissed on! errhh. whatever! JUST UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED. i'm such an urghh. forget it. i'm useless. ahhhhhh. my results SUCK. urghh. gone. i'm appealing man. ahhh. =X

yepps (:
gotta go eat my dinner! i'm not hungry, but oh well! better eat before everyone kills me and says that im being anorexic :/ i'm NOT. (:

muacks-
<3>

HELP. empty inside?

2005-11-02T15:08:00.000-08:00

hey everyone.
got no mood today. not cause i'm pissed, not cause i'm nagged at, not cause i didn't get what i wanted. hmm, i think i'm feeling so moodless because i've got what i want, i guess?
urghh. after last saturday's sermon i've been beginning to feel so weird. like i don't want any materialistic things. like, i don't even feel 'high' or excited to get my micro? the happiness and joy of getting it is not there! ahya. why!
i'm feeling so empty.
i feel so guilty. so useless.
like, why am i demanding so many things man. i feel that i've asked so much from the world. and i demand until i get it! But now i got what i want, i don't really want it anymore! arghh. understand?
HELP! i don't feel like doing anything! okay, i shall watch the corpse bride dvd! and just wait for my micro to come tmr! and my daddy to be back from overseas!
oh man, i don't feel anything. urgh. i'm talking to wanchun on the fone now! ahh. so sad, she's leaving. oh! at least i can feel that twinge of 'gonna-miss-her' feeling. and i'm frustrated that i don't feel anything. well, except being frustrated! you know?
i'm all home alone. sisters at school, mummys working, daddys overseas. friends- all happily doing something except me. alone. oh my. i don't even feel like going shopping?
this really lazy feeling is like taking over me.
i've found no meaning here? the reason i'm here, hmm?
tho i felt some hintings. from nowhere.
God(: sent the holy spirit, telling me to spend more time with God instead of all these materialistic things that wil bring my nothing in the end.
okay, i'm gonna go read my bible now. (:
and then read my devotions book, do my quiet time. (:
watch the movie, relax, listen to music, do my 400 sit-ups.
and then i'll decide what else. ohh.
maybe i've really been too spenthrift and demanding of my parents of things which cost something they have to work very hard to earn.
arghh. i just wish this empty feeling would go away! God will help me(: i'm gonna pray. God will tell me what to do.
well, later then! will post about yesterday's outing with soek and loret later! took neoprints(: hah.
mmm. tc*
phew, feeling quite alot better now(:
-waiting for my creative zen micro??
.oh btw, all the other colour's outta stock! left darkblue(: its nice. hmmm. theres silver too, but my previous mp3 is already silver! so getting blue i guess? (:

-empty inside-

exciting happenings!

2005-10-30T06:39:00.000-08:00

ohh man!
these few days have been quite abit to my life((:
mmm. exciting(:
ahhh! THAT CREATIVE ZEN MICRO is MINE(:
whoooooo~! can't wait. ohh man.
but have to wait till thurs! no stock =/
ahhh. then my dad going overseas for work. waah.

ohoh. i feel like cutting my hair! yes, again(: maybe only larh.

mmm. i'm gonna change my blogskin(:

i bought 3 pairs of funky socks today! ((: stripey(:
hahas. got one pair is black and white, then the other is lime green yellow white and hotpink, and another is all colours((: very cute(: hahas. (:

mmm. then what else arh. ohh, bought them at jurong IMM. mmhmm. went with my parents to IMM there after visiting my late grandmother! (: ahh. i LOVE her. miss her larh. sighh. ahhh. she's happy with God now tho(: yepp.

yesterday! learnt about the 4 types of LOVE<3
the sermon thot us(:

i. Eros- sexual, physical, married love
ii. storge- family love
iii. phileo- the love of friendship, the affection we feel for people in friendly relationships
iv. AGAPE- divine love

nono. dont have to wonder how i rmb all these(: i'm looking at the sermon outline(:
mmm. they emphasized on agape! the divine love that God has for us!
He loves us not because we deserve it, but is because he wants to share it with us(((:
ahhh. I LOVE GOD TOO(:
true love<3>
<3verses((:
Romans 5:5
matthew 18:21-22
Ephesians 4:29
john 14:15
john 13:34
1 tim. 4:12
1 cor. 13:4-8

go check it out! ((:
mmhm(: it'll do you good (:

i'm ripping songs from CDs now! hahas. and asking friends to send me songs i want! hahas. to be prepared to upload em to my new MP3!
ohh my, i can't wait man!
ahhh!
AHHH! sorraye! XD

wheeee. so happy larh can~

well (: really can't wait. ahh. ahh.

(: i'll end here!
another time! cause my daddy says i've to off the com soon! ahh.
okayy, i must obey him yea? ((:
not only cause he's getting me that micro! but cos i am supposed to respect and listen to him((: heehee. i'm improving my character(: mmm.

an early one-hour-before-the-actual-day happy halloween! XD hahas.
oh. and tmr gotta go back skoo awhile! =/ eeks.
ohoh. and sending my dad off to the airport! (:

muahhs.
;MUCH LOVE<3
-i miss you- XP

ahh,

2005-10-30T01:13:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOODNESS.
im getting creative zen MICRO!
confirmed(: my daddy says YES.
ohh yay!!
by friday should be able to get it!
they have to order! hahas. mmm.
yeppyepp(: can't wait!
actually around thursday can collect already! But my daddy will be overseas! so ya lorr. (: must wait one day! oh mann. i can't wait. i'm gonna love it like crazy!~ already planning a list of the songs to download! now trying to find the songs! (: whoa. damn excited!

ahh. i blog another time! its 1.13 am!
so late. gotta go soon! ((: love all!

SHOPPPING!

2005-10-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

ahhs.

shopping is the best way to destress!

i feel better after shopping! no more cries for now!

and thankyou everyone for standing by me aights? (:

yesterday was my dad's birthday!(:

hahas.

saturday-

was 1 min late for service! they were singing always and forever! ((: ahh. then our usual KC seats were taken up=/ so we had to look for another!

ohh! and then we sat at the very last row in the middle there. hmm. was SO short larh. can't even see the front stage there! everyone infront of us super tall! humph=/

oh. OHH! and before church went to cut hair! ((: yes! i cut V shape and thinnen it! hahas. i told the auntie i dont want it to be shorter, maybe one inch(: hahas. yepp. so nice! (: hahas. her skills are good! but my hair now quite thin! but not so thin! =/ hahahs.

(: NICE. hahas. sweet. hmm. then yepp. after service!~

OH. FINALLY, a day that i did not have to leave early. peacefully ate dinner! and met this guy at macs--- BONAVENTURE. unique name! maybe his ancestor is one of the mrt station stop. ((: ya know? *wink* hahas. he's quite cute larh. mmhmm. then vanessa was laughing and joking about his name the whole time! at macs! and i think one of his colleages heard us and told him! cos he was giving a shocked face to us! and was being so sarcastic later when rachel said: "bye bonavnture!" then i was like:"cute name(:" then rachel added: "i like." hahahas! something liddat larh. heh.

then was at the grass patch slacking! and there was some line-dancing thing at the white tent there! so we decided to go in! and we were trying to learn from them, but it was just far too weird man! then we started dancing some hiphop dance our skoo thingy thot us! hahas. it wasnt right with the music! but who cares?! XD

yepp. then that was my saturday! and i saw you smile okayy! (: hahas. mmm.

anw,

SUNDAY!

today! almost yesterday in 10 mins time(:

hahas. supposed to celebrate my fathers birthday at JB! some restaurant my father really likes. BUT, my sister was down with high fever and so my dad had to stay at home and take care of her! cool. SO, my mummy brought me to SHOP!!!!!!!!!

WHOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooo. boy was it nice! spent about 200ringgit plus on my own? hmm. the rate was 222RM=S$100 (: hahas. not say very high larh. used to be higher! shopped at city square!

i bought;

-CONVERSE SHOE (: high-cut- blue and orange! very nice and funkaye!

-this really trendy shorts

-2 spegetti tops

-jeans

-something for izza!

yepps. thats about it! hahas. couldnt find stuffs for the others! so sorry darlings! ahhh. dont worry, you'll get ur 'farewell' thingyy soon (:

mmhmm. OH MY! i bought my converse shoe already! wheee! well, actually all my mother buy one larh.

my mum bought a pants for herself, a pants for my sis, 2 tees for my sis, and a tee for my dad!

and we ate at seasons there(: yumm. mmhmm. wanchun and sherrie called me when i was at JB! hah!

lalaa. i didnt shop enough! my mum was exhausted already tho(:

one day soon, must come again! so many other things i want!! ((: yay!

finally, i got my converse shoe(: my prize((: for my results(:

now i just hope i can get into double science!

ahh. and now. the depressing moments. sherrie!! HOW. and wanchun! i'm gonna miss you! i'll cherish the last 5 days with you!! (: and of course more larh. when we go out in the hols!~ go KBOX as you said. hahas. i havent been there before! waaah.

yepps. well, EVERYONE, takecare!

yes. oh no, im bleeding! ahh. thank God no cramps today!(: whoaa. feel so FAT today larh!

oh and yesterday was talking on the fone to you((: heh. wheee.

plenty of LOVE<3
;valerie.
muahh.

--------------------------------

I LOVE SHOPPING!

I CRIED.

2005-10-22T11:56:00.000-07:00

ohmygoodness.

would you believe if i told you that i actually cried infront of my mother, sister, father, and his friends-business partners, in a hotel lounge at 10pm?

arghh. we were at apollo hotel i think. goodness. i was so embarrassed okayy! well actually not so much of embarrassment. i was hurt.
tsk. my dad asked for my results! and to admit, i really was disappointed by my results at first but then with much of my friends help, and after much thinking, i've done quite well. for my standard larh. i had cried in class many many times. i felt to STUPID okay. like. urghh. this time i had really, for the first time, tried my VERY BEST. and then i didn't quite get as much as i expected. BUT, i then realised i had actually improved since last time, and that the paper was just tough larh. like example! -only 90 over ppl passed science! i was one of them((: but it was only borderline! but at least i passed eh? AND! geog! i got a B3? yea. i was so nervous for it larh. cos like i had expected to fail badly cos of the stupid careless mistake! but whew. they took my marks for the map question!! heng. but my other paper was very high A1! so ya(: it'll at least pull it back up to A1 again! (: Whooo. it was not bad, well for me! got my literature paper back! 71/100 (: yay! hahas. (: im happy. just contented!~ and now all i only wish for is to get into double science! XD

i really have to say a BIG thankyou to izza and melissa! when i was crying like crazaye, and complaining- they were there to help me((:
thankyou! thanks for understanding yea? (: ahh!
muacks my darlings! (: sorraye to call you so late! like 11plus 12! ((: hahas.

blah! so, anyway! was crying cos in the lounge right, after going shopping with my mum and sis after mum's work at orchard there, went to fareast shopping! tho din buy anything! cool eh? i first time never spend money! heh! cos my mum promised me to shop with me full day and not after work! and NOT with my sister who keeps grumbling about blahblah.

then later took a cab to the hotel there. sat in the lounge with my fathers best friends.
and then talked talked. ordered orange juice(: and drank some of my mums a little alcoholic drink(: taste nice!! (: then later they were asking about my streamings larh.

then i told my dad i had A2 for my lit! and then he was like. oh. okay. then i told him my maths i improved. he was like. so? what matters is the marks good anot. then i was like. NO! i tried my best- thats what that matters okay! well maybe i'm just not smart enough to live up to YOUR standards? well. i think this is my best already! and its alrite. i meen the marks arnt bad. its good. i'm contented larh. then my dad was like- okay. and he was a bit drunk btw. tsk. todays his birthday.
THEN my fathers friend said i had done well(: then my dad was like. your results are just OK. then i told him that was my best. then he said. oh, i dont think so. LIKE WHAT!?! tsk. so i said fine. sat there quietly. thinking that maybe i was really stupid? i really felt so useless that i can't even make my parents be happy with my results when thats MY BEST. so how? tears started welling up in my eyes and trickling down my face.

my dad was like- don't cry larh. then he said give him a smile. a little too late? i couldnt. i couldnt stop okay! i just continued. and then managed to stop after a while because i was thinking of something else.

then later my fathers frens were like- "dont listen to your father larh. you've tried your best, thats good. my daughter did much worse than you! and my son failed 2 subjects! F9 and D7!"
then he turned to my dad. and said- "you HAVE to be supportive to your daughter and encourage her. that, she'll do better because she knows you gave her your support as a parent."

then i was thinking. SINCE WHEN did he ever come encourage me or motivate me. ALL he does is complain about my results. making me do better the next time. and again. HOW. then he doesnt even motivate me with anything. and he doesnt even ask how my paper was. he doesnt even bother to wish me luck in the morning. i know he is under alot of stress too, especially financials. then i thot, at least my mum........... and the thoughts just trailed off. because i realise my mother did not even bother too. ALL SHE DOES IS NAG. you know what she says when she sees me studying at night at 3am?
" quanling arh. never off the light, waste electricity bills. go and sleep, exams not important, health more important. go and sleep now."
i reply, being so FRUSTRATED. "okayokay... i'm studying, i NEED to study... i want to study okay?"
she looks at me and says last minute studies are no good, i'll end up doing badly. but thats her method okay. doesnt sound very concerned yea? electricity bills. wow. then later, i get my results-- why you never study harder?!
but i thot you said health more important? tsk.
then yesterday in the car on the way home my mum said i was overreacting when i cried again.
BUT i couldnt help it OKAY! thinking like YOU dont even show any care or concern for me can!

OH yes. then my dad, at the lounge said that okayokay, he'll get me a creative zen neeon by about next week. and then his friend said to me- if your daddy doesnt buy it for you, uncle will buy for YOU! hahas. well. he is so rich larh. my dad not say cannot afford it larh. its just he just i dont know whatever is his reasons for not motivating me larh. so now last minute say just cos i'm crying? i dont want him to just take 'pity' on me cause i feel this way. i want him to really know. ohh well. i will be getting MY CREATIVE ZEN NEEON by next week then! wheee (:
and my mum promises me a denim skirt and a converse shoe. hmm. we'll see if they keep their promises or hurt me again? blah. i feel bad by making them spend so much! but i do think i deserve it? ((: hahas. no larh. maybe? but why not take something my parents offer? i'll treasure it, not take it for granted, and then everything(: will be just fine. ohh. right. btw, my dad cant really rmb what happened yesterday. or maybe hes faking it? he wakes up happy this morning!~ hahas. then i passed him this card(: very nice~ later gonna get him something larh. then ya! i hope if he forgets everything cos hes drunk, that he only remembers the part about buying me that creative Mp3 ((: !!! hahs. ((:
yay. ohh. that was supposed to be my birthday present! (:

but ahhhh. now. all is okay ((: hmm. they better be more supportive next time! i get hurt easily okay! (: <3

hmm.
ahhs. oh and yesterday there was that EMDD drama audition! so crap. arghs. not much joy or interest in it. tho its quite a big production and it would be cool to perform(: hahas.

mmm. (: gosh. LONG post(: quite?
and that shopaholic book is nice(: very interesting! whee. i feel like shopping! ohh. yes(: im going shopping later! with melissa i think? going to cut hair too ((: wheeeeeeeeee.

last thing- i am absolutely annoyed by you. arghh, BLAH you.

takecare all (:
double science here i come!-if i can make it?

<3,valerie-

even more depressed.

2005-10-20T01:38:00.000-07:00

EVEN MORE SCREWED UP.
my other papers.

darn it.
science was a total disaster. well. thank God i'm one of the 50% that passed okayy! everyone didnt do very well. but only some. the highest was only 70plus! i got VERYVERY low. trust me. you dont wanna know. i'm super stressed. couldnt stop crying can. i studied so hard okay. they marked so strict larh. i got a C. oh wow. well. tho most ppl got that. i CAN'T. i wanna go double science okay!
arghh. geog is going to be given out tmr.
i'm pissed with myself.
regretting what happened. why am i so stupid. crap.
but i studied veryd. and ya.
i get this?!
crap okay.
lucky my literature so far for the first section we got back i got A1. yepps (:
im taking core lit for sure! yes.
unless my geog is better? i doubt so. but that time i got highest in class! 96/100. shocking! hahas. i know. but now how. i can't stop crying okayy. i just wanna lock myself in the room and screama and then be able to get over it after that. but then next year. which class?!
i need to get into double okay! arghh. howhow how?!!?
HOW!!
but lucky science all along the beginning of the year i got A1 so it'll pull me up?
urghhs. i wish i'm as smart as joshua chan! tsk. sigh.
arghhs. but math is a total goner larh. tsk. like borderline pass only okay. wow rite. =/
i feel like crying now larh. urghhs.
don't care. i'm gonna still have faith. (:
i can do it yea?

-believe in yourself;

AHHHHHs. i really wanna SCREAM. scream all the troubles away.

depressed with results!

2005-10-19T17:00:00.000-07:00

SCREWED UP.

me = depressed.

with my freakin' results.

bad bad. disappointment man.

maths i shall not mention because its not at all good. well, at least i improved a little? but its still bad. but i did pass larh.

chinese- b3 shall not mention the exact marks as it doesn't sound very nice. =/ tho its quite okayy larh.

english-b4 yea. i think. could have gotten a b3? just missed by a bit. ohh well. its bad larh kay. my oral pulled me down okay! i last year got 37/40 for oral i think! this year? hmpf. not even near man. it was so pissing larh. got the WRONG teacher. this stupid biased teacher. ohh. its an art teacher. so maybe she wants me in her class eh. =/

science! getting back tmr!

and geog! got a peep at my marks for SectionB! not bad, considering that i was supposed to write something on the map but i wrote on the paper given just because i was careless and didn't read the instruction earlier! and only realised until the time was almost up. =/ but i still got the marks anw, it was 12 marks in total for the mapwork.

so. as you can see! my day is pretty much quite a bad one.

but was enjoying reading -shopaholic and sister-! the storybook that rachael goh wanted to borrow from me so badly! but i'm not done with it yet! only at chapter 6! i'm taking my time! just started todaye.

and ohmygoodness! really can't wait for the class BBQ! but at the same time i wish time wouldn't pass so fast! because we've got only about 2 weeks for TWOFIVE '05 to be united! and not splited up! so sad larh. i'm sure to cry man! im already to depressed with results! how will i ever get into double science? i HAVE to get there man. okay, valerie! stop worrying! i still have my other papers! ohmy. WHICH i ALSO have no confidence in. ohhwell. i will just have to pray to God! and well. He has a reasons for the things he does! so, i'll leave the rest to God! i must believe that i can do it! and I WILL! hahas. (:

but still, i'm stressed out.

anw, today went to sherrie's place to watch a dvd! we were bored mahh. watched 50 first dates. very nice show! ((: so sad and touching that i really actually cried quite alot can! so sad larh. sighh. if only there was really such true love. (: the guy was really SO willing to do anything for the girl! making her fall in love with him everyday. well, she has a serious short-term memory problem! she cannot rmb what happens yesterday or the days that are near! but only what happened in the far past! she wakes up many times and forgets that she is actually dating that guy! and she doesnt rmb that she actually kissed him and said it was her first kiss to any guy tho they kiss every day! she cant rmb that she actually agreed to the proposal of her husband to be! so sad larh. then whoa. the guy tries everyway to win her heart and tries to cure her illness even tho the doctor says its as good as impossible for any improvement! whoa. i wish there was really a guy like that((: sighh.

ohh! and the last part! she cant even rmb she had a about 3year old daughter. so! you've gotta watch it man!

tho newyork minute is slightly nicer! or maybe about the same niceness? ((: hahas. yepps. then ate 2 bars of kitkat! hah! (:

gonna get fat! =/

yepps.

takecare!

<3love-

new york minute!

2005-10-18T03:12:00.000-07:00

heyhey all! ((:
just watched a dvd movie at home!
newyork minute! ahhs. it rocks((: its nice!!! (: wellwell. ((:
im so tired! my eyes are so pain and tired from staring at the tv for 2 whole hours! ahhs. (:
and now im on the com! straining my eyes!

and after watching that movie i fell an urgent sense of need to go out shopping! ((: heh.
i meen! in the show they were all shopping and all! ahh. i want to shop too!
with the whole clique! can't wait((:

love<3
best of luck for the papers to be returned! (:
muahhs.

boring!

2005-10-17T23:52:00.000-07:00

hello people!
im extremely bore here!
nothing to do! just reached home from skoo! had to stay back for LAP awhile. tho they released us without even rehearsing once cos only 8 turned up! out of 20! goshh. ahhs. havent eaten lunch! ahh.
my sister received some prank call from 2 urgh-people. im gonna prank call them back to find out who! they were like asking my sister for her age, where she stay and her siblings! BUT so lame and retarded larh that person. use home phone with number some more. such stupidity! hahahaa. (: shall call back and scare them back! my sister is scared! they even knew her school can! a freakin stranger knows her skoo! =/ lucky my sister say sorry i cant tell you. ahh. so much manners to such ppl for what! i can go report the number know. idiot larh that person. damn lame larhh. crap larh. ((:
so fun to prank them back! gonna use the pay fone later! heh. gonna eat lunch now!

blog later! ((:
ohh! and we din get any exam papers back today! tsk!
i'll continue later!
<3 love.

TOOO MUCH OF FUN!

2005-10-17T01:58:00.000-07:00

omgoshhhh!
i've had TOO MUCH OF FUN!
but its still not enough!
goshgosh OH gosh. this is madnesssssss.
SHOPPED LIKE CRAZY LARH. today like spent 80bucks altogether including food! tho food was only BK drink and cheese sticks! damn fun! shant blog too much about it! or else will get too high!!! me and izza went crazy larh! ahh. bought 3 new tops, bought for izza a top, bought arm warmer and i bought slippers and a skirt can! hahaaas. gonna buy this pants soon! somewhere at east coast there i think! cool(: bringing my parents~
today was supposed to watch movie but then in the end didnt! rather SHOP!!
wellwell.
OMGoshhh. guess who i saw just now?
charlene and theresa they all.
marvin. ((:
and dorothy's cousins! speaking of them! met them yesterday at dorothy's birthday party!!

goshgoshgoshgoshgosh.
YESTERDAY WAS SOOOOO FUN TOO larh.
went to dorothy's house for her birthday party!
then me and loretta went to bugis to shop for her pressie before we went dorothys house! then it was raining heavily. and then later we went to dorothys house around 3? then blahh.
THEN WE PLAY WATER BOMB AND WAS SOAKING WET! DAMN FUN! DAMN COOOL.
AHHHHHHHHS! like. ahhhhhhhhhh. with flour and all! and we played with the water hose larh. the father went to pretend pretend then pour flour on us! at first only jiajia got it! then later dorothys father asked dorothys 3 cousins who were about 16 17 years old. GUYS. to chase us. they were like changing upstairs and i was looking up and they din draw the curtians!! XD
i was like. ohh. thats them. then they took their t shirt out i was like- ahh. turn! hahaas. yepps. then later they crept up on us and tried to catch us and pour flour larh! then today saw them on the overhead bridge going to far east! we were like staring at each other for sometime! i was finding him so familiar! then i was like. OH! AYY! EHH. they were HAH~ then we were like oh HEY ... hi... hahaaas. then ya! so cool (: hmm. today no skoo! whoo. anw, yea! then yesterday jiajia accidentally hit one of the guys butt! cos they are really tall! yepps. cos she wanted to revenge the flour thingy marh. they keep hitting us too! like slapping us to put flour on us! tsk! then later dorothys father wanted to help us! he took for us SUGAR to pour on them for revenge! it was so fun larh! but then dot's mother din allow! then the guys showered downstairs. in the open! while we were in the toilets! hahas. tsktsk! they actually not bad looking larh(X yepps. then later they changed there larh! then whoa. din bring extra underwear! so borrowed dorothys. sighh. =/ hah!
ahh. so fun larh. and then me and loretta and jiajia and melissa couldnt stop staring at dorothys BIG mirror at the hall there! hahahas. looking at our hair! then took a foto of our reflected image in the mirror! damn fun larh. my dad came to fetch all of us at 10.30pm! ahh.ahhh~ so fun! hmm. and dorothy just told me her cousin is from RI?! whoa. sec4 in think! kenneth. wow. smart ehh. wells!
DAMN FUNNN!! ahhh. i detest skoo! im dreading tmr! like not in the mood for anything to do with skoo! whats more results tmr coming out can! ahh. (:

bought so many new stuffs! had fun with you, izza! (:
i met so many ppl((: fate! (X heh.

ohh! and i almost forgot to mention! goshhh. today there were these 2 ITE guys stalking me can! they were following me and izzaa! we were in the same mrt at first larh. then they walked so fast and caught up with us and kept staring at me! then me and izza went down the escalator. then they were just directly behind us making kissing noises and kept whistling to get our attention! we turn to the left. AND they turn to the RIGHT. and then we were about to go down the another escalator. so like. we were facing each other! then izza was like-- TURN~ then we turned before they spoke to us and walked off to the departmental store!! pheww. then izza almost bought a topshop top there. but she din in the end! i brought her to another place!
then AHHH.
just now on my way home ALONE in bus 31. goodness. there were these 3 ppl. 2 girls 1 guy. then the girl was like- whoa. this girl. listen to mp3, smsing. carry so many shopping bags. rich arh. chio arh. go ask for her number larh. then the guy say shes staring at me! then i quickly turn. but i not sure whether talking about me larh. but beside me was only an old woman? hahas. then the girl was like- ahya. she look at you then she got bad taste arh. whoa.
then i was like err. then got no more seats. the 3 of them took the last ones! tsk. then i was standing. then later this guy came down. i sat there. then the seat beside me was empty. one of the girl asked me to move in. and she sat with ME! tsk. she got sit already can! then she keep staring at me larh. then i smsing she keep bending over. what larh. then i called my mum and dad. and my home she trying to peep larh. tsk. then later i dropped off at my stop that stupid girl/ woman was like- bye girl! i was like what. oh. then her guyfriend was like- tsk! then the girl say- see larh, she gone already. i was like-errr. then the girl waved to me in the bus. dots! and the guy kept staring. well. not bad looking larh the guy! then i rmbed he had quite alot of piercings! hahaas!

shall stop here! to prevent me from going too high(((((((X

love yawl! <3
no words could express my happinessss ((((:
whoooo.

EXAMS ARE OVER :DDDD

2005-10-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!
overrrr.
ohmygosh.
have been waiting for this heavenly moment!
NO work! ALL PLAY!
stress-free valerie is back((:hehheh.

everyone,
SCREAM WITH ME!

10 reasons why you should scream with VALERIE;
ONE. EXAMS ARE OVER. goodbye stress! (: MwwahhHAHA.
TWO. the science paper was SO DIFFICULT! damn tough! =/ gonna do badly can!
THREE. MY BIRTHDAY is 1 month from NOW! TODAY! *hinthint* ((X 141191
FOUR. CAN'T WAIT TO GO SHOPPING!
FIVE. NERVOUS and ANXIOUS for results released on tuesday!=/
SIX. i am in serious NEED of money to shop(:
SEVEN. no more exams, don't feel like going skoo! BUT have to! theres L.A.P somemore =/
EIGHT. I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! XD
NINE. i can go to megalife peacefully without worrying about studies AT ALL! ((:
TEN. i just feel like SCREAMing! (: so FUN! wheeeeeee!!

ohh yeS! see!
i DID scream at the school gate!
soekkhern probably gone deaf larh!!
she was saying that i screammm very loud!
hahas. well. she was quite near me!
I AM GONNA SCREAM AGAIN SOON!

just now went to the beach!
was supposed to scream!
but then there was too many people!
was skippin around the sand!
went east coast beach suntan! ((:
i've got a nice RAZORBACK TAN now!
we went for only 5 hours?
tanned about 3plus hours!
picked up cute seashells ((:
went with melissa!
took fotos with my fone!

its PARTY time!! whoo yea.((:
YOW! [rach! --ling1!]
i've written a list of what i wanna buy!
got at least 100 i think!some quite useless(: heh.
but ohhwell.i would buy the unnecessary stuff if i have money after buying clothes, which are essential and IMPORTANT stuff(:yeppyepp!
can't wait to shop can!so far i've marked 6 things on my list!((:
just now was at TM with rachel before meeting melissa!
then bought a skirt!
and then at the beach there bought slippers!
cant let my mummy know!
she'll kill me for being so SO spendthrift!
i hid them under my bed in my bag((:
heh. smart ehh? (:
well. got loads more stuff to buy!
lalalaa. i love NOW!
no more late nights! freedom(:
or perhaps late nights for FUN(:
heh. can go out lo.
but the results! =/how!
on tuesday leh! monday no skoo cos marking day!
ahhhs.
well! heh.

JUST SCREAM IT OUT WITH ME!((:
XD plentifull of love from valeriie (((: <3
twofive rocks man! ilu ((:

Y.A.Y !

2005-10-12T12:21:00.000-07:00

WHOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOoooooo.
everyone! tmr is science; THE last paper!!
omgosh. FINALLY. just tahan today! one more day and thats it. NO MORE. no more studying and mugging and late nights- [unless its for FUN ((: and playiinngggg].
i need back my beauty sleep! well, (: im still miss sexy? ((: yayyyy!
EXAMS ARE GONNA BE OVER TOMORROW!

you can't say the exams have gone past fast,
but neither can you say time was taking long!
it was quite quick tho.
its already the end of every of my misery!
hahas. ahhhs. like just one more day!
so near yet so far!
uhhh! after that the books are like 'BYE'.
outta my sight.
and going to school is for friends! ((:
ohh yes. the heavenly moment!
i can picture it!
ONCE the science is O-V-E-R right,
its like. watch out for a SCREAM.
ITS GONNA BE LOUD!
straight after it im gonna scream my loudest!
probably go to the beach a while with my goodiies(:
and then ICE SKATING! XD
YAY!! no words would then be able to express my HAPPINESS and FREEDOM.
PLAY! SLACK! SHOP!
omgosh! SHOP!
i have a whole long list of what i wanna buy!
gonna do my chore with my darlingS on monday i guess!
CAN'T WAIT!
i meen, who can?!
right izza! ((:
cos you want ur birthday pressie right! heh!

today's oral! CHINESE.
wellwell. it was pretty alrite tho!
the teacher was quite nice to me!
but i totally embarrassed myself larh!
the passage was simple!
and then the conversation part! =/
hahaas. the question from news;
'more and more people are getting plastic surgery and their parents have to pay the huge sum of money, what do you think of that?'
i was like! ERRR. cos she ask in CHINESE.
and she didn't say 'zhen rong' she said 'zhen xi'!!!
!!! and i was like huh?
then i paisehh paiseh ask her whats that. well, many people were like 'huh?' im sorry but tell me whats that. tsk. sighh.
but then she kept smiling and staring at me!
so was qutie okay larh.
but felt quite nervous. it was fast! (:
then she also ask me weird weird stuffs like;
'appearance or inside, for you?'
'what qualities do you consider a good person?'
'what qualities do you consider a bad person?'
then she asked;
'would you consider yourself a good or bad person?'
! -.- sighh. what she want me to say!!
all in chinese some more. so i just replied;
'hai hao ba =/ (:' trying to smile.
then she say- why?
then blahhblahh lorr.

then she said -'hen hao hen hao, ni ke yi zou le (:'
hahas. so it was quite okayy!
it was wanchun's higher mother tongue teacher larh.
heh. well. its over!
just science! lucky started studying quite long ago! like weeks! but then i think i forgot almost everything already! cos so many other things to study! especially math! math made me SO STRESSED and forget all the science stuff i've studied! TSK. pissing larh XD

(: my mummy just called me! she went to work!
now a full-time job somewhere at orchard! yepp. with her friend i think! cool eh? hotel there i think! then she call me to tell me to cook rice! and heat up the soup! my sister will be home in half an hours!
hahas. OH MAN! i dunno what to wear on monday! i need to buy slippers. tsk.

ARGHH. my daddy just called to remind me to cook the rice and heat the soup. =.=
tsk! haiyo. AND my father is EVIL. he says ONLY IF I GET VERYVERYVERY good results then he'll get me something. WHAT. whats the something!! tsk! scarly not good one.
but he says confirm i like one. BUT THEN AGAIN. that is if i get EXCELLENT RESULTS fitted to hisn expectations which is relatively HIGH man. how! HOW! howhow!! stress. he doesnt wanna tell me what! and now the motivation is so BLEH. so like... unmotivating. you know! you don't know what im working forrrr! and i dont even know whats considered good to my dad!~ whalao. pissing! im not gonna study science. no mood already. urghh. fine! i'll work hard. LET YOU SEE man! im gonna get VERY good results! i hope! ahhh. GOD! help! ((: but at least i know i've tried my best! goodd. im gonna study after this!

tsk. and MY BIRTHDAY is exactly (11hours23mins) + 1month!
14th november! can't wait! i want my ipod nano// creative zen neeooonnnnn (((((: hhaas. yay!
and my laptop starting of next year i think! ohhyay!! (((((:

IZZA! my pressie! hahas. oops and ur pressie! heh.
oh gosh. i shall end here!

tata~! :D
<3lovelove. miss ya guys!

CAN'T WAIT TO SHOP.
ONE MORE DAY LEFT!

what the watery untreated fertiliser!

2005-10-10T15:58:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHH.
im so freakin pissedddd. just got a huge nag from my mum. sigh. i'm crying )':
so unfair one! my life is so crap larh. urghhh.

=/

=/

2005-10-09T23:39:00.000-07:00

ahhh! my blog is dead.
its not updated!
cos of toot exams! ahh.
now must watch my speech! (: hahas.
cannot say ~~s-h-i-t~~ must say; untreated fertiliser! ((: heh.
hmmm. stressed larh.
stressed stressed stressed! !
i screwed up my geog already! so crap. tho i studied ALOT. really. never slack okayy! and i was chiong-ing! no slack larh. was gan jiong already marhh. then like ya! rare of valerie to be so serious is work! =
and math lagi worse arhh. ~~wha lao~~. !!! study NON-STOP from 11am- 1am larh. what man! and then today the math, still so tough. all that i've revised and practice did come out, but wasnt much of a use. ms. nooryati didn't even go through those sums! i can't even understand what the question is asking! =/
so presurizing! and there wasn't enough time! well, there always isn't enough time for math. =/ ahhh. so stresssssssed. was mugging and mugging all the way till i slept. talked on the fone a while to relax. but that was around 1 am already larh.
sigh. FINALLY. math is over! but then i know i already minus 6 marks from my paper one! and its upon 50! paper 1 and 2 were equally difficult! many stuffs they were asking we did not learn! or maybe i wasnt paying attention in class. but cannot be what! the others foudn the paper hard too. ohhhno. not nice. But overall the exams so far still quite OKAYY. but its towards the tough side. sighh. i wonder if i can get into double science! i've really been working very hard okayy! i started studying long ago! its not just last minute! im scared i'll be very disappointed!

just now went parkway after the papers. melissa and i were sian-ded. yepp. i meen, we were damn sad and disappointed with the paper lar. it was unexpected okayy. we thot we were prepared. gosh. but then =/ ohh well. i guess God has his reasons! so we'll see what he has intended for us! sighh. wonder what is his reasons this time(:

ohh! and on saturday, megalife service! church. gosh. we were mugging too. after service ate already then went to BK to study math. but of course we slacked a little at the grass patch first. yepp. and as we were studying, trying to do some test papers! omgosh. was so tough.

anw, oh yea. before church melissa and i went to parkway to shop, then TM, then whitesands! bought ALOT of things! i spent about 35bucks. and now i'm broke. sigh. left with 10bucks after today. cos i bought some more stuffs today and ate alot! ((:
yum, well. who cares about the FATS? well. sadly, i do )': BUT! i've been eating larh. don't care already. i'll work out ((:
which reminds me! its been long since i've done my sit-ups and push-ups at night!! ahh. gaining flabs. hahas. maybe not. but no more firm tummy! hahs. still quite alrite larh, but still! ahh. ~~stupid~~ exams are making me eat so much and have no time to get rid of the fats and carbohs. tsk.

i wanna change my blog template! abit sick of it already ((:
hahas. yepp. tmr is chinese paper TWO! tsk. now the syllabus change already! tho its tougher but nothing much to revise now. cos no more the tianxiehanzi! (: yepp!
have 26 ke-s to study later! and 80 chengyus. but more or less quite sure (: just need to look thru. lucky its only 3pm! ((:

hmmm. well. after exams gonna SCREAM!!! and screammm. and go to the beach(: and roller blade and ice skate, and shop! and playing bowling! (: then SHOPSHOPSHOP. slack. PLAY. JUMP! watch movies((: go out! and go out ((: and just DO EVERYTHING THATS CRAZY. ((: heh. yes.
AND! bring loretta, vicki, sherrie to church! and more! ((((((:
next monday's shopping spree! and movies! and havoc-ing day for us((: heh. the 10 of us girls in the 'clique' ((((((: whoooooooohhhhooooooooooo~ can't wait! ((: then we all wear nicenice, create our own fashion trend, shop! and just be sexaye (:
sorraye! im high now larh. cos of the thots that exams are GONNA BE OVER. like THATS IT. THIS FRIDAY! once its over. its PARTY TIME man! no moe studies! yepp. tho there'll still be literature lessons at skoo i think =/ sighh. shakespeare play! tho its quite nice. ((: so i guess i still can survive! and the teachers wont be so strict cos exams are over. ((: so yes. im waiting for friday to come! then saturday! THEN MONDAY! YAY! ((:
i NEED enjoyment BADLY!

love. <3
(: push the button! XD

streamings! =/

2005-10-04T17:42:00.000-07:00

ahh. streamings is here.
ohh no! i shouldnt be here blogging AT ALL! gosh.
just typed out some science notes tho. kinda lazy! i don't have my geog textbook! gonna borrow from nabila later(: mmhmm. well i better get back to work! still gotta study the format of the chinese letter writing thingy! gong han and si han! tsk. sighh. but lucky tmr end early! ((: yay! ohh crap. i havent read finish merchant of venice! gotta read finish by tmr! cos thursday is literature streamings already. the analysing oso! die. =/ its quite alot to read! all the chim olden times words. ohhwell. i've studied chap. 1-10 of science around there! just another 6 to go! and for geog studied 4 chaps. left 2 more! gotta read thru over and over again! cant seem to absorb anything now! =/ arghh.

wells.
much lovee; val-

my sweet DREAM

2005-10-02T22:12:00.000-07:00

ahh. i had a nightmare.
yesterday night!
waaah. no larhh. not nightmare((:
its a sweet dream((: baaah.
XP its about someone!
ahh. its weird and funny.
i meen! its like so strange?
dreaming about _____!
ahhh. how come arh?
ohh no! heh. mmm. i've only told melissa the whole dream! its kinda silly! but sweet and errm ((: wheee! hahas. mmhmm. ohh well.
(X blehhx. mmhmm.
can't say it all out here! its too private! (:

just now went to marineparade popular to buy stationaries!
met melissa there. bought pen, fooscap paper, notebook! ((:
ahh. very nice. heh. yepps. later gonna claim the moneyyy from my daddy!
it was almost 10bucks! and need to get money from my dad for topping up my card! borrowed money from melissa yesterday! 10bucks. so must return her tmr.
yepps. and then we went to the library after that! i borrowed my merchant of venice book there! its for literature! i lost my own book larh! and then i borrowed some poem book thingyy. mmm. yeaps. its nice! hahas. then me and mel saw one impure poem book at the adults section! got badwords larhh in the book. and that was from the last century book! so means last time people were vulgar too! ((:

mmm. wells. feel like pontang-ing skoo tmr lehh! so lazy to go skoo! rather stay at home to study! but on second thot maybe i should get to skoo eh? can catch up with my friends!! bet they'll miss me! and yea! maybe the teachers could drop a few hints on the streaming papers. ahh. wednesday is chinese paper 1 and then its lit paper on thurs, then geog on friday. and i lost my geog book too! so crap larhhs. mmm. gonna borrow it from my senior or anyone has geog textbook- interactive geog? sectwo! haiz.

ohoh! and yesterday was slightly late for megalife service! we were tying 2 plaits and were wearing denim skirts! hahas. look so young. (: nono. i meen youthful(: heh. yepps. then so many ppl were staring cos i guess we were attracting attention. heh. so cute ehh? (:
then after service hung around at the grasspatch a while after dinner at DTE foodcourt. then were doing our 'let's get retarded', the dance-athon thingyy organised by our skoo last year for aces day! hahaas. yepps. it was so funny larhh. mmhmm. then later went to rachel's house bake cookies! and then ate teh roti-john thingyy. so yummy! rach! ur mother cooks well. (: mmm. and then about 11 plus my dad came to fetch me and mel. then home!
my hair was so wavy after that! cos tie the plaits marh!

and!
its getting late! tmr still got skoo!
plentiful of LOVE<3
valerie-

;accidentally on love<3

sighh. flu =/ and stuff ((:

2005-09-30T07:58:00.000-07:00

sighh. ahh.
still not getting much better! todaye in skoo i was feeling TERRIBLE. like totallyy! everyone could tell larh. me and melissa finished one whole BOX of tissue plus a few other small packets from classmates. arghh. it was leaking can! =/ eeeyer. and then so HEADACHE cos of blowing too much! and the stuff was like so GREEN and YELLOW can! yuckks. and then oso blow too much the air pressure in my ear! =/ couldn't hear anything properly! not even myself! everything sounded to muffled larhh. then after a while there was a POP sound in my ear, the left side, and i could hear again! ahhh. heng man. that feeling of something filling ur ears is soooo uncomfortable. so annoying! then my right ear was blocked the whole time. SIGH.

lalalaa. but was feeling VERY VERY VERY VERY HIGHH! was so happy and mad, and CRAZyy. hahas. yepps. the teachers somehow din scold me and melissa too(: hmmm. pearlene got scolded! ahahas. and zhanglaoshi made her stand on the chair! and then made her stand facing the black board too! must be influence from mrs. siva. ohhwell. today i was asked if i was okayy, like... at least 30 times?! cos was sneezing and sneezing and me and melissa's SNOW of tissue filled the whole big BIN. wow. sighh. ONE WHOLE HUGE FAT LUMP. sighh. sighh. sigh.

then after skoo. like OH. MY. GOSH. it was TOTALLY AWESOME CAN!!!! canss!! its like literature make-up lesson was like canceled! and then we went for PRAISE AND WORSHIP! the first one held here? hmm. well, it was christian//catholic! but most songs were christian ones larhh! so it was DAMN cool. but one different thingg. they worship sitting?! hmm. anw, the first few songs about 1/2 of the ppl in the chapel who were christians din know how to sing but were just humming along! and that includes me. mmm. and then sang ONE WAY, MY REDEEMER LIVES, ohmygosh-- AND DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU! ahhhhhhhhh! that lovelylovely song!! wo-o-o-o-!!!! ahhs. ohh yesss. but they only sang the verse and chorus once. sad!~ hahas. and there was SHOUT TO THE LORD! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! AWESOME can! whoaa. was so whoooos. you know! then almost all the CHRISTIANS were jumping!! and then the catholics just followed and jumped along? hahas. and we were demanding for JUMP AROUND AND TELL THE WORLD((: AND OVERCOME. hahahas. shuhua(: was the one screening the lyrics! and marian, melissa's favourite senior was the one guitar-ing!! ahhs. it was cool man!

blah. then after that, about 3pm went parkway! melissa bought casual / formal slippers, while i bought a sling bag!(((: lotsa nicenicenice stripes((: chose a funkaye colour~ yepps.
then just now came home about 5.20, cos i realise i forgot to hand-in my home ec file, so i went back to skoo to put in ms. hana's pigeon hole. and then had to buyu fries for MY NEPHEW. goshh. RYAN is SO CUTE!! ahh. so is keayan! but ryan cuteR! ahhs. he's only 3 and he's scolding me SHUT UP cos he heard the song shut up on the radio 98.7 when i was listening to it! he was trying to immitate them. hmm. chased him around the house! he went to bathe cos he went swimming with my mum and his mother ((:,-my cousin. and i was in my room! he opened my door and was like - jiejie! come. hahas. damn cute! then played catching with him! felt childish, like relieving my past childhood! a nice feeling, fun((: then later dinner he ask hold my hand ask me feed him! so cute! then i was playing around tickling and carrying him! ((: so cute larh he! then he climbed on my bed and started jumping! hmm. (: heh.

then yeaps. (: ahh. i love him larhh(: ohh yea, then my mother and eelin jiejie-my cousin, the mummy of ryan was asking Ryan to call me 'biuyi' in canto. hmm. but then he say dont want! i want jiejie. hahaas. hmm. biaoyi like AUNTIE?! i think jiejie nicer((: heeee.
ohh gosh. my that cousin arh, 20+ already, given birth to 2. and now, she's ONLY 35kg. and 158cm tall. crap her! she's SEVERELY underweight larh! after giving birth just 8months ago. sigh. that girl arh. =/ this proves that there are slimmer ppl than me! =/

yeaps! ahh. i think i better go sleep! or else tmr MEGALIFE no energy! gotta get as much sleep as i can to keep myself cute((((X heh. no larhh. hmm. yepps. need my beauty sleep! tmr intending to study after service! yes! and rach, mel and i are planning to wear skirts and tie our hair into 2 ponytails (((((: hahas. for FUN!
and now feeling VERY hungry for some reason? so the best way is to sleep! i shall forget about my hunger! and ohh. my light in my room the light bulb fused i think! now no light! at night cannot look in the mirror already! =/ hahahas.

mmm.

-bought coloured rubberbands ((:

rainbow! ((:

-i bought this too!~ ((: waaah. it rocks rite! its on my bible now! don't get jealous yawl! ((:

SICK! =/ blahh.

2005-09-29T18:07:00.000-07:00

ahhhhh!
AHHHHHHHH.
i'm dying! i'm dead!
can't scream for a day. crappyyness. sorethroat! real bad!

- today went skoo todayy. felt ever so sick! slept at 3am the previous nite! couldn't fall asleep! =/ waaaah. it was 10pm and i already felt like sleeping larhh. was feeling so tired! my eyes were closing as i was smsing! sms halfway at about 11 liddat then i dropped my fone on my bed and then went off to sleep unknowingly! the radio was still on! sadly i woke up 5 mins or so later, and thot an hour has passed [you know sometimes when you doze off you feel a long period of time has passed tho its only been minutes].

well yea. and then i woke up and saw 3 messages so i replied and then while waiting for reply i couldn't help but doze off again! ahh. then my throat hurt like crazee. and i'm having a REAL BAD FLU! must be passed from lorettta!! melissa din come skoo today cos she is in the same condition as me. hahas. exactly the same! anw, then stuff kept dripping out of my nose! it was transparent larr. so i thot wasn't that bad lorr. then kept taking pieces and pieces and pieces of tissue! and i felt so sick and couldn't get out of bed to throw my tissue and so i threw it on the floor. there were at least 30 rolls of tissue on the floor beside my bed. =/ eeew. and thenn you see, flu, so cannot breathe from nose rite, then nose block. so naturally breathe from my mouth! but each time i breathe my throat felt so rough and pain! like some open wound rubbing against each other. damn pain! i dragged my feet and went to take some water to drink! gulped 2 cups of water down and still my throat was so SORE. and it hurt when the water went down. gosh. and i has cramps can! ahhh. so pain! blood. eeeks. okayy. yeap. and then went to bed, stared at the wall and ceilings, and listening to music till 3am. still couldn't totally sleep peacefully! ahh. that feeling was terrible. and i felt fat at that point! so bloated. hmm. and my ears were blocked! cos of sneezing too much! and my eyes were 1/2 closed. PLUS! i was feeling SO cold in my room. air con was turned on, 18 degrees. hmmm. thats usually what temperature i sleep in! or else cannot tahan cos very hot. then i covered my blanket over my face but then i felt so stuffy and warm so i was like forget it. tried lying down left, right, center. none was comfortable.

woke up at 5plus. was disturbed by the slightest noise of my handfone vibratinng. 4 messages received. saw my sister doing her homework alreadyy. then went to drink water. then went back to bed to rest. after awhile i fell alseep again can! then 6.15am my mother came to wake me up! i told her i was sick i din feel like going to skoo, she says okay! but then i was like. ahya, nevermind, i go skoo larh. cos streaming coming then must study mahh. everythhing the teacher says now is important! ahh. then was at skoo. during geog period, the first 2 periods was starting to feel real sick! my flu was bad. the stuff was now greenish-yellow! SICK! eeewww. then i used 3 packets of tissue and it was not enough! weizhen was complaining that i used up all her tissue!

mrs. siva was good today. she asked me to put my head on the table and rest! and even before i asked her for permission to go toilet she was like GO now. then i was like huh? how you know i wanted to go toilet? she just smiled. :)) wow. she actually has common sense. her usual expression would be scolding me or smacking my butt, or punishing me to stand behind the class facing the wall or sitting under a table!! i still rmb one time i smiled at her and she scolded me and made me stand facing the wall for an hour! =/

ahh. then later was math. was getting a fever! my temperature was rising. and then told miss nooryati i wasn't feeling well, she asked me if i wanted to go home! yea. then pearlene felt my fore head and said fever was coming, so did dorothy! and sherrie said that my temperature is going to rise if i don't rest well! it was 8.45. went to the general office to call my mummy. then my mummy said yea, i told you you shouldn't have been to skoo. yea, i should have listened to her.

then i went back up, took the paper for the permission for leaving skoo. then took it up for ms. nooryati to sign. then i asked her if pearlene could follow me down cos i scared i faint! which was quite true! cos my head felt so hot and i felt so cold larr. and partly was cos pearlene wanted to miss lessons. she borrowed my math cedar girls paper cos she forgot to bring! ahh. that girl. then she brought me down, and then told me how she actually caught dengue 2 times before but didn't DIE. and then she say what she had serious weird weird illnesses like typhoid but was heng and did not die. hahas. how come you din die huh pearlene!-joking!! why would i want my lovely to die. (: hahas. =/

home. 9.15am. slept till 2.30pm! called melissa. she said she just woke up too! our flu were making us sound weird. oh well. then ate lunch. quite tasteless. no apetite! sighh. then my mum ask me go see doctor! alone. cos she was busy so is my dad! but then i din wanna go alone larr. then ya! and i dont wanna eat medicine too! =/ eee. i don't like the doctors. then called melissa again! she was supposed to go doctor cos her mother was gonna bring her! then called her to ask for her condition so i would know how bad my sickness was too. then she told me she din go! cos of the same reason as me, she din wanna eat medicine! sighh. oh well.

after that i mugged! did 2 chapters of science! chapter 7 and 8! dispersion of white light and electricity! did chapters 1-4 earlier already! skipped 5 and 6. cos yea. its that subject... heh! abit the hard to write notes larrh. mmhmm. then me and mingwei were calling each other FOOLS! hahas. cos he sms me saying that he was bored at home, nothing to do! he got no skoo cos his skoo declared 1 skoo day off cos they had some award thingy. tsk. not fair. then later he said he is studying but slacking like some fool. then i replied- since when were you not a fool, fool! hahas. then later he continued dunno what- i'm FOOL PROOF then what. foolish foolery blahhblahh. hahas. then we argued for an hour. i called him a foolish fooler fool fooling around being a foolish fooler fool. dunno what larh. so lame. sighh.

ohno!
its getting late already! i gotta go mug again! next wed is chinese streaming paperone. and my chinese isn't exactly like good larhh. but my books are at sherrie's house!

ohh. btw, melissa! i brought your math, chinese and science book home! if you wanna study you can meet me later. i just pass you only lorh (: heh. ohhyes. you passed me the flu! i think. but nehhmind(: we shall go thru this together! (: bestfriends both get sick together ehh! yeapp. hah! ermms. mmm. talking to wanchun on the line now!

lalalaaa. feeling slightly better now! but,
ahh. my nose is leaking larhh! eww.

ahh. <3 sick val.

haha! JOSHCHAN on TV! (:

2005-09-28T19:31:00.000-07:00

heyhey everyone!

ahh. gotta go real soon! this will be a short sweet one(:
mmm. hahas. just now saw joshchan on TV! hahaha. gosh. i couldn't stop laughing! hahaha. he intro-ed himself and the other 2 guys. so dao! never smile at all. only got one part maybe a bit laa. ((: hahas. all the time =
hmm. he was so funny can! hahas. but so cool(:
whoa. VS not bad arhh. better than RI! =X
haha! and RI got spasms one. shhh. XD VS was damn FAST. especially that chan! wow. the question havent read out yet he answer already! and all so chim! i don't understand a thingg. ohwell. (: naturally smart despite the fact that he plays lan, lan, LAN and dotadotadota. and now maple.
hahas. i seriously couldn't help larffing. hah! my sister was engrosed in watching too, for some reason? hahas. yes. whoa. he smart larr. tsk.

anw, ahh. i feel so stressed with streamings! its like next week!
DIE! gotta MUG. ((:
and ohh btw, KC's blog is coming up!(:

love <3
takecare;
godbless all(:

first streaming paper!

2005-09-26T18:13:00.000-07:00

AHHHH.
todaye had the first EndOfYear streaming paper! =/

ahhs. english. i forgot the formatt for report writing!
the paper1 that one was about some debate of ;
'the decision of developing two Integrated Resorts with CASINOs in Singapore'
can choose to be in the proposition team or oppsition team!
of course i object!
then have to state reasons and all! about gambling addiction, attracting of wrong tourists, about Singapore resorting to gambling to bring up Economy and blahh! that one was quite alrite i guess.
i was struggling of choosing which team to take side! cos oppsition got less disadvantages than to proposition to list the advantages! but in the end i chose opposition!
ohyea, paper one oso got the section one, must choose one topic! i chose option3! the one about errm what arh. ~~shit~~ crap! i forgot. errm. i really forgot. but i know its the same one that sherrie chose! when i rmb then i come back tell ur larr. hahas=/ blehh.

and paper2 was tough. the compre! of great white sharks and endangered species of tigers? two different passages! anw, whats the meaning of;
manifest menace? ahh.
hahas. yeap! the summary was the difficult one! had to fit all 15 points into 150 words only! tsk! so hard! then had to rephrase and rephrase! but lucky the time just nice. still got 13mins to check through(: i wrote 150words exact. yeap! i spent 7mins scribbling on the extra fooscap papers writing down the lyrics of JUMPAROUND! hahas. yes! YOW! still high from it! (: yeshh. it rockks larr. (: ILOVEMYGOD. hmm. thats joeyee's blog url. (:

hmm. today was carrying my pink bag!~ hahas. vehh funky. got orange limegreen and yellow designs(: nice. hmm. yepp. and then after skoo went parkway awhile. then went to marine parade library awhile! (: hahas. study... supposedly. saw amanda and tayyyyzeeeehuiiii(: hahaaas. and others. they were so noisy and loud! and rowdy. unlike me and melissa! we were practically running away from them! cos they were totally embarrassing us! not practicing the KC value of grace((: hehheh. (:

yepps. home now! slacking cos eng is over! next paper is next week monday! =/
chinese!! paperone. GOSH. eeekks. i better study hard! ohhh. i'm gonna study science too! got 17chaps to study! 5down! 12 to go! and geog! 4down; 3 to go! ((:

GOODLUCK everyone!
ahh. gonna miss TWOFIVEoh5.

can't take it anymore!--overwhelmed by <3God(:
megalife! whooooooooooooohoooos. YOW!-slang(X hehheh.
right chammerrrs and mel?
[oh you and J and S-to mel((:]
hehhehhh.

love. <3

MEGALIFE SERVICE ROCKEddddd((:

2005-09-25T21:30:00.000-07:00

YOW!
peeeeple! (((:
whaaaaaaaahooooooooo! i'm happy! (: hahas. HIGH~ from yesterday! MEGALIFE SERVICE! ((: it totally rockked can! hahas. went to church with melissa at 11.05am, late by 5mins! in cab(: cause we had to go to practice for 'choir' for megalife service that day! we're from area3 band! it was damn cool!
there were about 7 or 8 girls at first and only 1 guy! weiming! hahahas. heh. then dale came. mmmhmm. and then later we practice. i was in the melody part. yepp. had sorethroat! =/ hahas. but it was quite alrite! we had warm-up! hahas. ((: some lame stuff which was fun! ((: hahaaas. yeppyepp. but the pitches all VERY high! and got some must go REALLY low. hahas. only the guys can reach it perfectly well (: hmmm. hahas. then we sang;
always and forever
what the world will never take
JUMP AROUND
worship
its all about Jesus
how could i live
draw my close-we practiced for this one but in the end never sing! the dynamics was good! ((:
wo-oo-oo-o! you're all i want(: you're all i've ever needed(:

hahas. hmm. then yea. was on stage, kinda nervous! and as you know, i'm not exactly tall larh. so standing in the front row with 3 other girls! and weiming! XD heh! to think weiming is in the front row. hmm. then melissa and rachel natually at the back larh! they so TALL! tsk! hahas. then was standing in between nathalie and weiming. heh. one sing so HIGH one sing so LOW. so distracting! so i sang high lorh. hmm. yes. then always and forever the first part the 2nd time verse we ran in! XD so cool. we had super thick lightsticks(: and then yea, they sometimes off the light so can see(: very nice(: so prettyy. hmm. mine was blue! (:

and then was jumping and jumping on stage with all the others! me and nathalie were supposed to guide them and sway so that they could follow our actions! hahas. (: yepp.
and that part! ;i'm not gonna hold back now!
from 'JUMP AROUND!' hahas. we were doing some really ditsy cool action! ya know? ((: hahas. me and rachel came up with it(: hahaaa. ((: hmm.

yepp. and yes! no sermon that day. It was ALL WORSHIP. cool!! ahhh. love it love it love it! but so sad the dance and drama did not perform in the end(: so worshipped till 6.30pm. 2 hours at a go! (: WHOOOOO! and we were wearing our LIMEGREEN steps camp tee!

and then those from 'choir' were told to stay back a while, with all the other stress com. and those that were supposed to perform! yepp. then took a big group foto! XD yay! hahas. yes. and we did nice lame poses(: and we stuck our tongues out! XP hahas. and yes. it ROCKkkkED! whaahoooo. then i was high for the next few hours! REALLY HIGH. hahas. ask melissa and rachel! (:
heh. and then after dinner at DTE foodcourt we went to grass patch! there were few ppl. but when we came all started to stroll in! hahas. and then the guard person chase us out of the concrete compounds! tsk! so we sad on the grass studying and studying! it was only about 7 then(: it was the earliest(: hahas. then later melissa went home at 8.30 liddat! and then about 9 rach left. then left me along there. hmmm. but then there were others! yepp. at the grass patch breakdancing! hahas. did headstand and shoulder freeze! hahas. hmm. me and rach layed on the grass and trained our tummys! (: we want ABS. hmm. we'll work hard for it! hahs. its tough! dale do could do a headstand! he did a flip too. hmm. he has ABS. right rach? (: and then we lie on the grass reading my notes! science chap. 7! reflection and refraction of light! hahas. then waited for abby. she taking same bus as me! she going PP. hmm. in the end in the train we took till paya lebar! then took 135 home. yepps. (:

and then today!
(: hahas. woke up at 9? then slacked and lie on my bed staring at the ceiling till 10! JUMPd out of bed and started studying my science till 12! then break and called melissa and talked to her about IPOD NANO. (: and about yesterday! ohh. when melissa went home zhengxin came to thank us for singing and all! melissa missed that out! XP who ask you go back so early! seee larh! and then 1 studyed till about 2! yes(: and then later practiced my guitar awhile! and then changed my template! and then updated me and melissa's blog! XD
getyourpraiseon-.blogspot.com
((:
very nice! go see! yepp!
and now i'm tired! just had my dinner! kinda late! after this gonna study the english format thingyy and then sleep! gotta go! ((:
ohoh! and my mum gave me 2 pairs of earrings(: hehh!
and my handphone bills! 80bucks! tsk! my dad wants to deduct my pocket monayyy. =/

love!
takecare and goodluck to everyone for EOYs! (:

SOMEBODY GET YOUR PRAISE ON! XD
there is one thing that i know for sure
how much i love you yet you love me more
you paid my debts a price i could not pay
so i will praise you each and everyday!

i'm not gonna hold back now!
i think its time to just get up and jump around!
YEAH!

((: heh!
SCREAMS! XD

sorethroat of screaming toooo much(:

pissedwithdad.

2005-09-24T22:42:00.000-07:00

urghh!
i'm pissed with my dad!
how could he block so many of my websites! now i can't even view my own blog can! i can only come blogger but cannot go my url there. crap him larh. waalao. i can't go friendster as well! tsk! you know how pissing is that!!! sigh. but i'm sure my anger will pass soon enough! destress by studying! hahas. now i sometimes feel studying is fun((: really! hahs. hmmm. i know what to do to remove the blocks! i think!

eeyerr. give me bad mood only! actually just now was in such a GOOD MOOD! was HIGH!! like siao ((((: XD cos of megalife service yesterday! i'll blog about that later larhh. ((: hahas.
whoo. was studying from 10am-12pm. then break an hour. then 1pm till now! then resting awhile then getting back again! =D studying science! 4 whole chapters done! later i think i gonna do a timetable to study! hahas. hmmm. science EOY is 14the oct! i'm starting now cos theres like 17 chapters! ahhh. and tmr is english! =/
wells. i gotta go figure out a way to get to the websites! gotta remove the blocks.
seeya!
takecare all(:

-JUMP AROUND!

tests and excitement!!

2005-09-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

time raced passed me
the year is coming to an end
a new beginning about to start
all we had is going to be last year
the past as memories
the present to believe
the future to unfold
i've taken some things for granted before
i wouldn't deny
but now, too late!
i realise how important friends are
that never should we forsake one
treasure the precious moments

streamings.
friends seperated.
different routes taken!

sad! ahhh. izza, you were the one who made me think so deeply and let me realise that there is not much time left that i could spend more time with all you friends!

TWOFIVE '2005!! we rock! hahas.

in a good mood now! (((: Wheeeeeeeeeeeee!
yay YAY! can't wait for tmr!
tmr, have to wake up early go church! megalife service! a surprise! heh heh! ((:
and after church! (: can at least relax abit after studying so hard this week with the CAs!
just now went to tampines library with amanda, melissa and weiming! (:
hahas. was so funny just now! HAHA! shall not say here(: dunno if allowed to say! right, amanda? (: hahahaaa.
i tell you arh, this amanda and this melissa TERRIBLE know they!-emphasis!
can't evaluate here or i'll get killed by them!
was at library studying!~ science! hahas. (: yepp.
then later was at TM awhile.
then went Parkway a while.
hahas. just now bought 2 jackets and this really nice guitar keychain thing with my name! it was handmade on the spot! (((: the guy very pro(:
nice! hahaas. quite happy today! ((: wheee.

other than the awful chinese tests! 3 test in a day in 2 periods! like uhhh! chengyu, story book thingy, and gong han formatt! eeeyyer. hahas. think i did badly!

well yepp! its getting late! tmr still have to wake up early! and later calling melissa to talk awhile! hahas. yepp. love all! tommorow's coming in 57mins time! ((:

-i will never forget! ((:

blahh!

2005-09-22T10:46:00.000-07:00

BOOya!
hmm. i dont like maths cos i din do well for it this time for math CA4! so crap can! question 3 was all CRAP! the setter set wrongly and then cancel that question out and then distribute the marks to other questions! how UNFAIR is that can!! ahhh! then after the whole test then they realise! then all the time we spent on trying to solve it was all GONE. then alot of ppl including me, din do the last question cos no time! tsk! sighh. but lucky din fail it larh, but its as bad as failing already. =/ waaaaah.

and home econs is driving me CRAZYY. its like so presurising everything to be done in less than 2 weeks?! its coursework for EOY! thats madness can! stress arhh. crapp. and the recipe and decision making and ingredients order list is due today! but i din give. ohh well. sighh. cos i dont even know how to reduce the amount of ingredients to the quantity i need! argghh.

and today went to somewhere near parkway and wanchun looked at something that she wanted to buy and i wanted to buy it too! its a jacket! (: nice. i'm buying one for myself and one for my sister! hahas. (: i feel like treating my mei nice! cos i admit i wasnt so good to her recently!! hahas. yepp. and then went the marine parade library with melissa! and then study and study chinese! did zuoye! (: hahas. yes, we did!

and we were mad larhh! we bought mocha with our cashcards! ((((: hahas. XP and then we bought in total 7, yes SEVEN packets of crackers!! hahahaas. goshh. so heaty and somemore we already had sorethroat! but it was tempting! and ahh. this sat. oh no. i better drink more water!

and i'm uploading the fotos that i took with izza, melissa and others just now in class and in the library! and hahas. a few days before, the ones i took with ziwei and rach! hahahs. those we so crap and crazy larhh. hahas. GO SEE! XD yay! ((: then tag me!

wells! i shall end here! (: takecare!
muackks. (:

;never give up on the things that make you smile! (:
JESUS LIVES IN ME!

-check out mahh photos yawl! XD whee. thankiie.

yucks.

2005-09-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

*disgusted face!*
YUCKS.
i don't like math!
urghhh! its so unfair can! aaaahhhhhh.
=/ tsk!

blogging the rest later!
stressed-

WHAAAAAAHOOOOOOO! AQUARIUS DAY!

2005-09-18T00:08:00.000-07:00

OMGOSH OHMYGOSHHH!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! AQUARIUS ROCKS!
aquarius day totally rocked can! plus cheryl winning aquarius idol!~ with 200 bucks as the price!! and she bought me something!! ahh! what to do? cos i drew her make up! her eyes especially! and (: yes(: i helped her find her heels(: hhaas.
i love her! and she loves me! and i love aquarius and the PEOPLE! YES! my kors and meis! and frens! whooooo! and thank you jonathan for the geog book! XD! (((:
yay! guess what happened that day man! lemme tell yawl ;

i was at church! ((: yyay! THEN PERFORMED AT CHURCH!!! ahh. so lame! acted in the STRESS FAT series! i acting inside! heh! then had to do lame stuff like run on stage and then down! then jump on stage! blahhblahh. then was kinda nervous cos we only practiced 3 times in all on that actual day!!! but din really try out on the stage itself! so was so scaryy!! then blahhh. blahh blahhh. (:
then rushed to AQUARIUS! my father came to fetch me there! then stayed there, TALKTALKtalk! SLACKKKK play!! rollerblade with cheryl!! (: chatchat chat! playplayplay. then yeap! what an TOOT i am to forget to bring my camera man! TSK! ohhwells. then yepps. talked to benkor then ya! then then cheryl took part in the aquarius idol and sang the song that i chose from her choices! come clean by hilary duff!! she sing vehh nice lorr! (: hahas. errms yepps. then i make up for her! she was wearing last years ZUCKER dance skirt, a black pleated skirt! and a sleeveless diesel top! ((: nice. and then she wore heels! (: and then so sad, NO captains ball or zucker dance! i know, cos i not there! =/ hahaas.XP and then later stayed will about 2AM?! ahahahas. my mother was at her frens place, aquarius there at about 12, but i din know! then later playplay. screamSCREAM then later my mum called me at about 1am ask me whether wanna go home yet! i say NO! hhas. then she say okayy lorrhhh. a little while more! then ya! slacked. from 11 plus the celebrations all ended, but then me and cheryl stayed there near the poolside on the benches lying there looking at the moon! moon gazing, no stars! only ONE. yepps.! there was like this really beautiful aura around it! yepp! and then listen to mp3! talktalk. then jonathan came, with brandon. then later kiew, amanda and grace! then we were there talking, singing! and blahhh. nice stuff! slacking! (: then later went home! slept 2 plus.
then next morning woke up at 7am! that morning cos must make jireh ministry the speghetti! then yepp. i fell asleep again in the end and then my mother did most of it alone! aww! thank her! then jireh ministry was such a success that the first batch, when the first service end almost everything all gone! then iankwek went to buy more stuff at whitesands there! then we managed to sell almost everything in the end except the fishballs, a couple of packets left, gave them for free to people(:
then YES! just now came home, and melissa came over, then we did geog! then she went home, then my family and i left to my cousins house! quite long never see weizikorkor already! then we slacked today! he tmr got prelims still liddat! tsktsk. then played with my nephew and weizikorkor's frens! haHA! his neighbours actually! heh! we were all playing with FIRE~!~! =/ so scary can! they like went to use the deodorant or any inflamable sources to spray onto the small flame and make a huge flame! waahhsehh. it was incredible(: nice! hahas. i tried! i first time not bad ehh! hahahs. but so scary the flame! HOT MAN!
then yes!
now im home, worried about my geog CA maybe tmr have. and worried about the drama-language art program thingy. and worried about literature presentation! and tmr got PE! ahh. so much of activities!
and just now on my way to weizikorkor's house i was like having a stomach ache! damn freaking pain can! i think gastric! then ate then slightly better! and its 12.24 am already! i'll continue another day! wheeee! (:
lovenesss. (: higgghh i am!
blehhXD

at parkway with melissa!

2005-09-17T00:52:00.000-07:00

whooos!
its 12.51am! ohh mann! i gotta go sleep soon! tmr still gotta go to AQUARIUS DAY celebrations! i think the partys gonna rock! ohh, wait! i meen today! LATER! AHHH! i know everyone there misses me! ((: hahas. i miss yawl too! ahh. later i got dark eye circles and eyebags how! waaaah! i better go sleep real soon! hahas. XD
yepps. today went parkway with melissa! ((: hahas. shopped for jireh ministry food ingredients thingy! then melissa came over to my place and then we made some sandwiches! hahas. (: yepps. ahh. (:
ohoh. and after skoo we had cell! yay! ((: but now got sore throat!! =/
gotta sleep! eyes shutting already! anw, it was nathalie's birthday today! i meen yesterday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEAR NELLY! ((: hahas.
ilu. (:
niteyyniteyy everyone(:

-dont let the bed bugs bite!-

mummyy!!

2005-09-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

WHOOO~! extremely happy todaye! tho pissed with mrs. siva! but who gives a damn about her.! XP
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dearest precious mummyyy! XD whoo. i managed to surprise her! hahas. in the morning i woke up pretending to forget her birthday! i din wish her! i just acted normal. then cos usually i will wish her every year the first thing i wake up! then this time i didnt! and then she fetched me to skoo todaye, i acted normal! she must be wondering why i din wish her! i think she thot i forgot! but thats the whole point! then after skoo i called her to tell her i had to stay back! then i tricked her larr. i RUSHED to parkway with wanchun((: hahas. then went to buy FLOWERS((: quite ex okayyy! i saved up 50 dollars in 2 weeks just to buy her pressie! then later went to life bookstore and bought a nice christian book! something on woman's devotion to God. ! hahas. then ya! that was quite ex too. ohh well. then later bought stuffs for my friends! a cow keychain for mahhself! a dohhnutttt thingy for izzza! a doggie keychain for my sis! and a pink pouch for wanchun! and another cow keychain for melissaA!! gonna give em tmr! bet they'll be so happy((: heeeee. a joy to see others happy too! and tmr got cell! wheees! ohhh. then got no more money to buy for my other dears already!! so sad! ohh well, i'll try ta save again! and joshcho's pressie! die! and kiew's pressie! die. then iankwek! hahas. then ya. i tricked my mumm. then she told me she'll be at parkway cos she need to go popular buy something! she said she'll be there around 4.30pm! so went around till it was 4.20! went up to popular and waited for her! hahas. OHH! the flower was A BIG SUNFLOWER((: with purple wrappings and all! hahas. then as we were walking to popular i saw my mothers car! =X hahas. lucky she din see me! we were running away from her! then we avoided her! at popular! i crept behind her! and then wanchun was like coughing and 'uhh HUM'-ming! to attract her attention! my mumm turned around! and i hid the flowers behind me and then i presented it to her! she was shocked! cos she thot i already at home, cos i told her i was at home larh. then she was so HAPPYY!! and wanchun wished my mumm too ((: then whoooo. yepps. she gave me a hug later! (X aww. i love my mother((: hahaas. she gave my life! wheeee! yepps. my mother was VERY touched by my initiativity and thoughtfulness! XD
hahas. then after then came home and bathed and then went out again! then went to cafe cartel to eat! omgosh!! it was delicious!! so yummyy (: quite ex tho! then mummy asked daddy for a diamond ring! hahaas. (: yepps. and then we came home and took some family fotos! go see! ((: whoooots.
and then i'm happy too cos my father is getting me a laptop end of the year!! whooohoooo! and then he and mum getting me ipod nano? (((: yay!! my dad and mum rockks man! hahas. they say i have been a good girl recently. [haha] okayys. yepps. (x

ahhh. still have geog to do! pearlene just reminded me!
byes.
takecare! (:
godbless all!

stuupidmathCA4! CUTE broadrick GUYS! (X

2005-09-14T20:30:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhh.
i'm screwed!~
die!! math CA4 was a disaster can! whoaa. the questions are so freakin hard! ahh. all so difficult! and they come out questions from different chapters! not the ones we were supposed to be tested on! haas. ohh well. and then somebody told me that actually question3 is the setter set wrongly!! so i think they cancelling out that question! then liddat still unfair lorr! cos they make us waste time trying to figure out how to solve that question! so crap! so 40 marks become upon 30 marks! yepps. thats a 10 mark question!

anw, today after skoo went to marine parade library!
took this particular bus 196! h.a.h.a. which these 3 quite cute broadrick guys came asking for my number in the bus?! so embarrassing! and i still rmb mrs. sng said that cannot talk to other guys in uniform. haaaa. -_-'' anyways. at first was in the bus, was quite normal larr. then later one guy bent foward and looked at me! ? (X then i din notice larr. but pearlene saw and then she told me! then i was like huh? got mehh? i din see him do that to me. and then ya!
one of them asked i'm in sec what.
so i just told them sec two(:
then later they ask if i know angel or heather!
then i say yea, heather's my classmate((:
haas. then later talktalk, then they asked for my number!
hahaaa. i didn't give! they kept asking tho.
i din really believe they knew heather! then they called her, and asked her to give my number. then the guy put the fone in my ear! then i spoke! it was really heather can! i was shocked! whoaa. small world (:
then later one of the guys went to sit with pearlene and asked where are we off to! then pearlene told them! to the library. sighh. i saw pearlenes damn shock and drama face when he talked to her! HAH! XD
haaas. then yea. was at the library and then cheryl ang took us to tao nan to eat? i refused but that pearlene say she vehh hungry. then later left our bags in the library and then went over. haas. then later when we were back i saw them AGAIN. i was like. ohh mann!
those guys. ahh. plus another one. so now theres 4! haaas. then ya! they came up to me again can! then they shouted my name in the library. ;VALERIE! ohh mann. i was so paisehh. then pearlene and i were larffing larffing, then cos they were at M level, point point at me! and then they came down point point at me. then came up and asked. then the other guy that just came, walked up to me to ask for my number. hmm. haahaas. i was traumatised. XD haah! then i still didn't give larr. then the guy keep putting the fone in my hands and refused to take his fone back unless i typed my number! i din! then dunno what they hanged around there for awhile and then heather came! (: then after that talked to heather and then we were about to leave and then the guys were like ay, please give lehh. friend friend only. (: we wanna know you. haaa.
then i still din give! then they ask WHY? then i said cos i dont know you. haha! then cheryl ang said something in a good english accent and they were like... huh? then ya! they larfed. XD bet they din understand.
haha! then yepps. they hanged around and then as we walked out of the library, i thot the guys left, but there were still 3 of them around the entrance! then we all just walked pass them and they were like: arh, dao me lar!
mmhmm. then liddat lorr! hahas. they were quite cute! ahh. ((x
hahaas. ohoh. i saw my speedlite church fren there! ((: jonathan! haas. (:

yepps! then thats about it! hahas. ahh.

(((:
takecare;

its tuesday! kiews b.dayy! ((:

2005-09-13T04:05:00.000-07:00

yoyo people!
whaaa. these few days feeling SUPER tired can!
and then got literature not done. blehhs. =X
this week is the CA week somemore! tmr got math CA!
and crap, i'm still slacking now can! diedie! yepps.
today Zhang laoshi din come!! haaas. this relief teacher came in, she was actually retired already, but she came back to just take us for this week cos our cheena teacher gotta mark the papers. sighh! this teacher is damn funny larr! he action and speech!
at first i thot she couldn't speak english! =/ then later as she spoke, damn funny, she keep mixing chinese with english when she explained the words to us! so funny cos her english wasnt accurate! she said yellow color as -yellow-rish. which she pronounced as - yellorwish. hahaa! XD
but it was quite fun larr her lesson!
cos me and loretta, dorothy and vicki were talking and larffing away tho we were just sitting in front of her. oh well! she just stared at us. and then she called us her children! then she said, come, let the grandmother talk to you now in chinese! hahas. yepps. she's funny! XD

haiya. today was so tired i fell asleep during math! but i was woken up! haiz.
anyways! i guess i should go! i continue another day!! ahhh. 7.10pm already! i only studied abit of chap.10!! still got 11 and 12. crappiness! XD hahas. yepps (:

Lastly! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you KIEW! :D

takecare;
and good luck to all who has tests and exams as well ((:

(: whaahaas.

2005-09-09T06:39:00.000-07:00

its monday! whoo. first day of skoo after the hols. haizz. SIGH. boring!
but i was unusually paying more attention today in CLASS! hahas. yepps. tho got scolded jokingly by mdm. gammar a few times. oh well ((: mdm gammar is cute and funny ((:

yesterday; sunday went to eat at this restaurant called 'NAMELESS'. hahas. yepps. had chilli crab and butter crab!! nice!
hahas. anws! i just ate one whole BIG bar of Cadbury chocolate can!! ahhh, i gotta stop doing that. or i'll get FAT.
hahas. speaking of FAT, ahh. cant wait for the STRESS FAT series (((: its gonna be so cool ! XD heh heh.
WHOO. last saturday's church was FUN! sang KING OF MAJESTY! whooo. i love that song. then we had cell ((: cool! XD hahas. yepps. finally get to stay after church to do fellowship! the other week had to leave to go for the esplanade show!

mmmhmm. wells. lemme tell ya bout last friday first! hahas ((:
count down(:

friday
went out with izza in the afternoon to TM! yepps. took neoprints! we look so CUTE and FUNKAYY. and OF COURSE! sexayy((: anw, bought ally's and nathalie's pressie! whoo. (: hahas. arghh. tired here!! 10.11pm! just now just came back from sherrie's house after doing Litertature project! we have to do a presentation! acting out ACT THREE SCENE 2! hahas. ((: i think WE would rock (: we're 'THE SHAKESPEARE MISTRESSES!' yepps. ((: heehee. then doing the microsoft powerpoint nows! whoo!

thursday
had literature project group meeting at siglap CAFE CARTEL!
AGAIN. have been at cafe cartel with sherrie 2 times. spent lotsa money there till i'm broke man! that rich mama wanted to go there! study. but wells we did study geog larhs. on thursday pearlene, rachel, sherrie, me were there! then izza came extra late by 3 hours?! she lost her way! she din know how to get to siglap there. hah! that blur girl. then did project blahh blahh. tho we skacled alot and alot. and we ate this waffle with ice cream on it! delicious! XD mmmm. yumm yumm.
then after that sent pearlene and izza to the vs busstop there then sherrie and rachel was at my condo the club house there! then met melissa at the vs busstop too! hahas. then rach and sherrie went home. the 3 of them had new hair cuts! hahas. mmmhmm. then me and melissa went to TM to shopshop a while! hahas. then we were telling my mother about something before going out. my mother nagged. ohh. actually she just joked and joked. she thot i was lesbian -_-'' sighhh. cos she asked me dunno what then i say, no larhh. i only like girls. then my mother was shocked! she took it for real. -_-'' hahaa! then of course i told her it was a joke then she was relieved larhh. hahas. then she say i'd rather you like guys. and just tell her. hah!
yepp then took neoprints with melissa! go see at the photos that navigation at my blog! and i spent sosososo much money. that now i'm utterly broke man! was at TM then i suddenly remembered i forgot to call cho!! so i called him when i was at 77th street there and wished him a happy birthday! haha! then looking for his pressie but couldn't find! ohh wells. melissa says maybe she share pressie with me. hmm. maybe (: hahaa.

anw, i think i wanna go change my blog template! sian of this one already. hahas ((:

wednesday
hmmm. went out movies with my parents at plaza sing till 1am liddat! went to eat at newton circle after the movies! watched the 9.20pm show at plaze sing, one more chance (: the san ge hao ren (: so cool! omgosh. that movie rocks larrhh. all of you out there must go watch!! cos its like so worth it and touching! i cried at some parts. so touching man!! give ex-convicts a chance ((: yellow ribbon. so cool! hahas. watch it or you'll regret! yepps.
whoo. ending this post here (:

ohoh! i got a new wallet! XD and lots lots more! shopped alot in the holidays! wheeee.

love(:

2005-09-06T18:08:00.000-07:00

i can't stand you.
you make me feel that i don't exist.
you make me feel i'm noone.
you make me feel i'm nothing.
you don't potray ur real self to other ppl.
you act, giving wrong impressions.
tho some may think otherwise know.
stop being so high of yourself!
its no use. well you're not even being yourself.
don't you feel that you're lying to yourself?
thats worse than lying or betraying anyone.
cos you're betraying yourself.
and that ain't good.
it won't get you anywhere man.
think about it yourself man.
your actions shows it all to everyone.
you never approach anyone.
only expecting them to turn to you.
you expect us to be the one keeping this up.
i don't think i can trust you again.
its unbelievable how you hurt so many and think you have a clear conscience.
wow you know.
I HATE YOU.

at sherries house!

2005-09-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

yoyo people!
hahas. i'm at sherrie's house now! staying over(: so later can watch america's next top model together and then play play and then discuss the Lit. project due after holidays end! counted for CA4. mmm. sherrie is back from her shower. i blog later larhhs (:

2005-09-03T22:14:00.000-07:00

((=

i'm happy todayy! (=
tho got scolded by my mother yesterday nite for waking her up to ask her if i could sleep over at sherrie's house after the arts show at esplanade at about 11.40pm.

the show! ---reminising the moon
tho i dont see any scenes about the moon. hmm. they were just flashing pictures of the moon in the background!! it was quite boring at first larhh. budden later it got better cos as they acted, they poured rice. our of the ceiling! hah. cool. more COOL-er-- they poured WATER ALL over the STAGE. yes. some dropped from the ceiling and some from the side of the stage. yes! they acted in the water. and then there was BLUE luminous paper, confeti!! whooo. so cool. and it was FLOODED- literally with water and lotsa blue luminous paper. and then there was also some candles floating?! ((: so pretty!!
well, it was pretty cool larh! but there were a few 'possessed' scenes! eeyer. scary and Damn FUNNY. all of us were chuckling, not to be rude to laugh out loud! giggling man! the woman layed on the floor with water and started to jerk herself back and forth ungracefully. and ya! like a fish fighting to live when its out of water! really! hah! the whole stage was filled with water like about 5 or 6 cm liddat!. mmmhmmm. XD
thats how much water there was. the first 1hour was super boring. then was about to fall asleep when i saw there was water! ohh. btw, it was silent. the show-- nobody talked. i meen its like mime, only its like a weird dance this time!! there was live music.
MALAY music. hmmm. and there was 'HAAAHAAHO HEE' songs ?!
heh! yeapps. and then it was quiet at one point and then they BOOOM made a really loud music!
whooow. scared all of us can! XD
and in the end the actors kept bowing. like over 15 times. -.- thick skinned larhh they. hah. like at a constant time they kept bowing. again and again.
yeaps. the bus ride back was cool! we were playing and larffing like MAD.

then after that went to sherrie's house for supper. you see, we din eat dinner! we rushed straight from church!! ): cheryl and and sherrie went church with me! ya. then STRESS series- i'm not stupid haha! cool. then marvin went to say what- should be i'm not rude. hah! blehhs.
sighh. and then ya. felt so weird having to leave church so early. thankyou jialin for paying for our cab fare!! yepps. (:

mmhmm. so was at sherries house till 11.30 liddat. then i live opposite sherrie larhh, can actually walk, but her mother insisted to fetch me home! sherrie! if ur reading this--THANKYOU! (=

yeapyeap. so then was talking to guys. haahh! rachel! XD haaahaa. rmb. what we said to that him! ri. XP can't say much here!! hehhhhh.

mmmhmmm. thats about it! and its raining now! ahh.
takecare;
GODBLESS.

i am who i am! --exodus 3.14

bored yet happy!

2005-09-02T22:27:00.000-07:00

wheee~!
hmmm. its 1.28pm now! slacking, tho my results totally suck. =/gotta leave my house at 2.45pm later to go bedok interchange to meet sherrie and keita! these 2 girls are like so alike! boy troubles all the same! both of you go consult each other! same situation(: both come to me for help(: heeh. later meet them and guess what! they're coming with me to CHURCH man! WHOOOHOO. this is damn cool(: then after that me, sherrie, keita, melissa and rachel will have to leave early to go for the arts excursion! some compulsary skoo event thingyy larhh! its a esplanade. (: hmm. will have to asssemble at skoo at 6.30pm later! must wear skoo uniform, so i guess i'll be wearing skoo u to church l8er, cos probably no time!
ohh well. anw, yesterday i broke fast at supper time! whoo. was damn HUNGRY! was waiting and waiting for dinner time to be over. XD so i ate bread with ham and cheese for supper. yes. was really testing my willpower and strength for GOD! sacrificing for him, must cost me something! i will not sacrifice to him anything that cost nothing. or else it'll just be giving. rachel, during yesterday's cell told us about it. (: just the right time.
hahas. and today, i don't feel that fat anymore. dunno why. =/ hahas. but i ate lunch! oily meepok dry. with those pork lard thingyys. hmmm. most probably will be fasting dinner again today, the whole cell's gonna do that!
and i just hung up with cheryl! just now kiew called. (: like finally after hanging up on thursday nite conference with cheryl! hah! then i asked cheryl to call! budden she said give her awhile! then later me and kiew hung up already then she call, so never conference, then i went to eat. mmm.
bahhh. i just received a sms from pearlene! yeaps. wait! clarissa just called. she says meet me at pasir ris interchange at 4 liddat. hmm. okiie.
so sad, later have to leave service early! and rachel's gonna act! XD
yay! cheryl and sherrie are going! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM!
hahaas! ((((:
yeaps. and cheryl thot me some new LATIN phrase(:
te amor saeculorum ((:
hee. guess what that means. she said it would come in handy?! hahas.
wells. i love my life, cos God gave it to me(:
i'm very happy today! my mummy and daddy are like so good to me(: but my sister's a disaster man! i feel random today! XD
i'm happy with what i am, and what i have now!
my friends(: all so dear to me(:

love! takecare;
--you make me smile!((:

(:

2005-09-02T03:58:00.000-07:00

ahhs. valerie is bored again! tho, she's pretty HIGH right now. feeling happy! in a good mood, just went out to city plaza with my mummy! was looking for clothes and shoes!
ahh, that place. reminds me of payalebar that side the LAN. hmmm. feel like playing again! dota.(: but i'm really not sure man! my september holidays are really booked! so many outings and have ta be back at skoo! and tmr got compulsary arts excursion at esplanade at 6.30pm =/
so have to leave church real early. aww man. just think, the church without me, melissa and rachel will be boring. hahas. no larhh. heh! but so crappy. at least can go worship larh ((:
hmm. rahhhs. today had cell. the shortest cell group ever! only 1/2hour! whoaa. cos everyone had to leave for CCAs and all. yeaps.
arghh. sad, mr. kuah left skoo already! gosh, but we gave him some letter//card thingyy! then he gave US-me, cassy and rach, light sticks(((: yeapyeaps. cool eh! whooo. we gave mr. lee some letter thingy oso, since he's oso gonna leave with mr. kuah. wells.

ohhh and i'm fasting today! tmr too. =/ so hungry mans. my stomach's growling!

and now, i'm bored. feeling EMPTY.

empty of FUN.
empty of FOOD -i'm so hungry!
empty of GOD. -i need you, Lord.
empty of you. -haiya. sighh. i dunno what i really feel now. really. hmmm.

haiz. tmr will be wearing skoo u to church! =/ hahas. yeapps. hmm. yays! its the september holidays~ got lotsa plans!
AND OMGOSH. i got my report book back. MANY many ppl cried in class today. thats including ME. was crying like MAD. i cant show that to my mummy or daddy man! my results suck. gosh man. tho for geog i got FIRST in class(((: haiz. i failed lit! failed by the most 0.5marks. tsk! pissing! it was from A2! drop to D7! argghhh.
I WILL WORK HARD FOR MID-YEARS! I DON'T CARE! i'm gonna get great results man! ((: whoohoo! yes.
yeaps. anw, i can't wait to go out. but i dunno if next fridays outing will be still on not. since you and him........ ya.

okayys. takecares(:

cursor fits THE BAND!

2005-09-01T05:36:00.000-07:00

RAHH! (: booya! gosh! look at my cursor! so cute rites! ((: fits my band name ((: whooohoo! (: kimmytwinnie! check this out! you'll love it(:
heh! and ahh! theres skoo tmr )=
love. takecare;

2005-08-31T22:27:00.000-07:00

continu-ation of yesterday's post! XD

okay, so ya! after skippiing(:
then after that everyone went back to class!
and then MY DARLING WEIZHEN! ahhs.
dony blame me for putting ur foto here girl!
you sabo-ed me too in the video! XP
yi ya huan ya((: --i think its that cheena chengyu. (:

she rocks larhh! she made a video for US!
specially for TWOFIVE'05 and mdm. gammar!
and well, mr. sim! yea!
she was so secretive when she asked me to help her open the file, cos i IT rep. marh.
then i was like, hah! whats that CD for.
then i went to PEEP.
WHOAA! guess what MAN!
i saw MY PHOTO there.
mmm. i was wonderin why!!
then she was like screaming after me!
saying thats a surprise blahblahh!
BUT I LOVE HER.
OH. so she let us watch the video.
she made it.(:
then later put all the twofivers foto.

oh guess what?!!
there were most of MY fotos!
tsk! that stupid weizhen.
we were all high so we were screamingg when we saw our fotos and yea.
AHHH! then everyone was like;
why all the fotos got valerie one!
i was wondering why too!
i felt like slapping weizhens face((:
yet i wouldn't. hahas.

see more pictures at the 'photos' navigations!(:
then mdm. gammar told me that me and rachel looked alot alike((:
like sisters. well! of course,
we're the LINGLINGS!
shuenling. and quanling ((:
what doya think! XD
heh. then we played the video again!
its was so interesting! but then i was appearing and appearing!
so embarrassing. =/
some fotos i so ugly lorrs. baaah.

then yea!
after skoo went to TM with sherrie and izza!
supposedly to catch a movie.
budden we saw that there was no nice movie for that certain time!!
so we decided to go take neoprints!!! XD
whoo! then yea! took!
it was so cool! but i only like 2 of them most((:
later i show you! search at the navigations; photos ((: there larhhs.

and after that was home.
bathed and then my mother say want go out to TM!
argh. boring! so later we changed to go parkway!
oh cool! parkway has 77street now((:
heh. then later shopped at isetan!
saw nice BAGS! ((:
my mummy likes some of them.
thinkin of buying her some, cos her birthday is coming!
sept.15! AND THEN THE NEXTnext DAY SEPTEMBER17!! AQUARIUS DAY!
many stuffs happening in september!
lotsa burthdayys too! whoaa. soek b.dayy todayy. then got my mummy, cheryl, jaleena, iankwek, kiew! whoaaa. and movies and holidays and all! XD yay!
will be going back to aquarius on that day! its a FORSURE thing!
how can i not go back and see my DARLINGs!
i miss them like crazy man! so long never see!
AHYA. keita and ben nehhmind one larhh.
cheryl everyday in skoo i see, ben saw him a few times in the bus(:
heh. yeapyeap. so ya! the couple!
cool eh?
anw, i was saying! ya. then my mummy bought me a MANGO tee(:
ohh and i'm planning to get her a nice christian book(:
yeap. and a bag, or tee(:
yeapp. saved quite alot for that! and some moneyy$ for mahhself(:

yeapyeap. (:
i love you guys man!
and keita! confirm with me if you can go out next friday!
9th sept. to plaza sing! movie.(:
you and your boyfriend, ben. haha!
me, kiew you and ben larhh kays?(:
hahas. eeyer. later me and kiew so extra. heh!
watching movie later dunno ur do what!
hah! XD mmm.

wells. i'm so bored and lazy now!
eating magiiemee for lunch =/
and then later maybe go study!
i see i've received 2 smses! XD heh!

darn that mrs.siva! ; teachers daY!! (:

2005-08-31T09:52:00.000-07:00

WHOO people!
today was a VERY FUN day ((: so cool! TWOFIVE's teachers rock larh!! XD EVEN mrs. siva larhh! okayy. lemme start from today (: then i shall tell yawl bout tuesday!

TODAY; ((((X whoohooooo~! 1st we had some teachers day mass! the pastor was so funny, he's cool! he joked alot. about 'taking the risk and sticking your neck out' like THE TURTLE... then we had this saying 'thankyou' and 'sorry' thingy, where the students thanked or apologise to the 'CHER and vice versa! then the head prefect washed the feet of a teacher, ms. rachel wee, like JESUS did to his disciples. and then ms. wee washed the feet of one of the girls too! XD whoa.
this is the first mass that i did not fall asleep throughout it and the first one i enjoyed(:
hahaa! sang nice songs! and then later when we were singing the closing song, not exactly a hymn larhhs. then me, wanchun, rachel, sherrie, pearlene, ziwei, dorothy, sumyi and tiara RAN to MDM. GAMMAR, our DEAREST dearest twofive's FORM TEACHER!! =D whooooooooo. we were the ONLY ONES standing up and running! how embarrassing! hahaa! many eyes were on us! but WHO CARES! we were enjoying ourselves! then mdm. gammar was like- ahyo. alamak, these girls. and then we went to the side of the hall. then we were talking to her! OHH!! she rocks larhh! then later each of the tecahers were presented with a hand-made paper rose! then mdm. gammar din receive one cos she was standing with us and not at her seat! then we demanded the prefects to give her one(: so she got a white one(: nicenice.
then later we went back to class to change to our PE to play the tele-matches between the class~ i was in the skipping one! XD hahaa! others were not vehh nice larhh. and crap! i wore the wrong bra that day! i wore luminous orange! so did IZZA! and rachel wore bright blue! sherrie wore pink! =/ all sports bra. nicenice one(: haaahaa! SEXY man! our class t is white! go see, it'll be in the photos- at my blog the navigation there! i'm uploading it now! ohohh. then at the hall, then later cos was walking to mdm. gammar rite, then pass by MRS. SIVA. SHE WHACKED MY BUTT LARHHH! only MINE! WHY MAN! i know my ((: is nice. haaas. haiya. then later i was like; 'AY MRS. SIVA!~ thanks for beating my butt. ((: happy teachers day!'
was in a good mood and was HIGH!, so was good to mrs. siva! cos cos- we saw mr. kuah! XD okayy. whoo! then after that sang the song finish, the teachers all had to get out from one side of the hall, the side we were at with mdm. gammar. so as ALL the teachers passed by us we were like; 'happyteachersday! happyteachersday! happyteachersday! happyteachersday! happyteachersday! happyteachersday!' so on........
then later MR. KUAH was like; 'OHhh. tangyu tangyu tangyu tangyu tangyu' to all of us. then we were like, ayy! what talking you?, why never say thankyou one! then he was like! i got what! i said. then we were like, ohh. THAT was thankyou. chehh. he talk so fast! cannot hear properly.
AHHHHHHHH. he talked to us again and again! whoooo. sorryy. =/
then ya! changed in class, then we went to the fields and were screaming!! COSCOSCOS!!! whisper;; mr. kuah, OMGOSH. he was like cute! i meen he was already cute, but he looks so cute in PE attire! ahhh! he looks like a football played tho. some referee. ! hahaa. rachel, pearlene and heather and i were like omgoshomgosh. mr.kuah is so cute!
AH. such a pity he is leaving our skoo this friday i think. )': hahas. anw, then played skipping, mr.sim was in our group. -_-'' ohh my. i never knew mr. sim could skip THAT well. WOW. i'm impressed. sigh. mr.sim, our co-form teacher. =/ our class always have to have 2 form teachers cos or else cannot control one arhh. NOISIEST class in the entire level. or maybe even skoo man! cos i'm there larhh ((:

AHHH! ~~shit.~~ crap!! KIEWYUANKOR!!! whaalao. now then you msn me! tsk. )': so its been boring at aquarius without me! and captians ball cancelled cos i wasnt there! tsk. sigh. =/ OMGOSH! I MISS YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH!!! kiew! do me a favour, help me tell the 'aquarians' i miss them. and i love them (: ahhh! and you too. sad! i wanna cry* )':
I MISS YOU.
AND THE REST.
ahhh! i know you miss me too larhhXD
yay! haiya. i want to go back there to see you and the others!

kiew, you and your SIAs XD prawn larhh you. XD
WHEEHOOOOOOoooo! --our new shout((:
tag!

anw, wow. today has been the BEST day of my life. (: okay, not really. but one of the really good days (:

mmm. where was i. ohhh yea. then ameerun dropped her shoe as she was skipping!! then i dropped the skipping rope once. all of us tripped on it too. tsk. skoo give us laoya skipping rope one larhh. AHHH. crap. i cant blog properly.
I'M SO HIGH NOW LARH. kiew! your fault. mmm. i shall continue about todays teachers day tmr! ppl, come back and read((: heh! yeapyeap. KIEW! tag larhh. ((:
and just now went out with my mummy too! she bought me a new mango tee! ((:

LOVE!

sleeping blog(X

2005-08-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

BOO!
its been nearly a week since i blogged! but my blog's not dead okayy! its just sleeping! so am i! i've been taking naps from after skoo till nite! =/hahas. so tired! no energy! practically sleeping during lessons and getting scolded! okayy! i shall tell you about my week ((: a super long entry! read(:
i will count down the week! XD starting from yesterday first --

saturday
WAAAH. trying to load the pictures in my digi cam now! the ones i took on sat.

andand i'm gonna change my temp soon! (: then the pictures will look nice! you'll see! (:
yepp. hmm. anw, yesterday was a SUPER SUPER BUSY pain, heels. FUN! and rush-ful dayy. XD
went to sherrie's house about 10+am.
with pearlene and kimberly with me.
wanchun and rachel was at sherrie's house already.
then we all talkedplayedtookpictures. ((:
all wearing DRAMA tee with jeans((:
then we had to leave to go for this drama show thingy.
her mother fetched all of us! it was like a 6sitter car! (:
only that at the bad is like railboot liddat but was spacious.
me and rachel sat at the back and felt so giddy after that.
hmmm. it was so bumpy.

then the DRAMA, at the ARTS HOUSE near victoria theatre.
there we were. watched 2 shows there, no 3.
we watched our drama JUNIORS! who were doing mime!
WHOOHOOO. they were good! but clara din come today! so sad!
(: it was so cool.

then we went into the room, where anderson secondary performed.
the first one was kinda boring larhh. it was like some counting the stars, catching stars, put it in your pocket and you will live forever..... and counting frogs and crickets?
this boy's grandfather, and grandmother? hahas. ya!
and you know how they make their hair greygrey whitewhite? they put POWDER on their HEAD! hahaa! funny man!

the second one was VERYVERY GOOD. it was DAMN COOL! veryvery NICE XD
it was some horror thingy! 'HUNGRY'
hmmm. theres this girl who was hanging herself.
she went through this thought or something liddat larhh.
she went into 'hell'. there were ghostly beings, the KINGS of HELL.
there was this guy who was damn scary. everything red and black. his face and hands and all. his hair woooow. then when he rolled his eyes! disgusting larhh. so devilish.
then OHYA! as we entered the room it was super freaky!
2 of these ghostly thingys were crawling on the floor! one of them was so real.
she was so skinny! and her hands- her bones were seen. eeyer. each finger was like as thin as chopsticks! literally. then her face was yellow and wearing some blueish outfit.
then she crawled around touching you... eeyer. yucksyucks. i was so scared i screamed!!! (:
VERY LOUD! serious! XD
XD rachel screamed with me and ran away from them!
eee. then we sat at the 3rd row, quite close to the actors! then the show showed as i was saying, this girl, still schooling, hanging herself. then there was this pregnant woman who died.
she ABORTED 3 of her babies. and now they're in hell. tsk. such disturbing thots.
the babies were saying: the chemicals hurt us and we saw black, all black then dunno what.
the babies asked the mother: how did were we in ur stomach? how did we DIE? =/
so freakky larhh! then that mad girl who was about to die as he commited suicide, went into the toilet to eat shit, cos she was hungry!
hmmm. yucks. then later she decided she din wanna go hell, and then she took the rope off her neck! the devils died. and THE END((:
nice!!
all three shows were in 2hours liddat.
12.30-2.30pm.

THEN. rach, pearlene, sherrie, gina and me had to rush to SUNTEC!
to watch SPOOKS SHOW!! whooooooohoooo!
we walked there from the ARTS HOUSE.

quite tiring! cos i was wearing heels!
HIGH! my foot hurt larhh.
on our way, we bought lunch from 7-11.
i bought sanwich! so un-filling.
then reached there, my mummy and daddy reserved seats for us. XD
it was the 3rd row! AGAIN. hahas.
then my cousins were there.
weizhikorkor and munmunjiejie (((:
whoo. cool!
then the spooks was another scaryyyy show. =/
hmmm. 2 scary shows in a day! =/
we screamed and screamed to add to the atmosphere! XD
and at some parts we were really scared larh! =/
the ghostly beings were touring around the audience and sitting beside you, scaring you, touching you! =/
ya! my mother's church presented SPOOKS.
fcbc, thats why my mummy bought so many tics and paid for my frens ((:
hmm. then paster khong slit his wrist with a big knife! no bleeding. sick!! the human levitation! then chopped a guys head! then took his heart out! then ya! got more! can't rmb now! ((: =/
scary SIA! XD
so cool! then had a short preaching! XD
so cool! illustration with magic! ((:
yeapps (: i had extra ticket! still in my bag! hahas.
whoaa. my heels very pain!
ran in heels yesterday! =/

friday
FRIDAY! boring skoo day. but WHO CARES MAN!
after skoo went home, then rushed to church!!
for AREA BAND!
ministering in abundance!
we singing for area1!
whooo. AREA3 band rocks man!
not only cos i'm inside, but it just rockks! ((:
whoo. went there 1/2 an hour earlier!
punctuality ((:
then i was asked to test mike! so scary!!
had sorethroat! bad!
was on stage! =/ bought liang tehh drink.
luohanguo. works well (: hahas. drank and my throat felt better!
and was nervous when everything started! =/
but as we were singing, God's presence overwhelmed us!
and fear was gone!
all i oculd think of was to worship HIM!
OHYEA! ((:
cant wait for another area band thingy!! XD

thursday
nothing interesting about it! except that there was PSL course(: yepp. befriending and mentoring ((: yepps. quite fun.

wednesday
(((: went to skoo gym to work out! whoohoooo. did alot of sit-ups! and arm exercises! now my arms are firm((: no more flabs(: hmm. since when did i have flabs? haiya. i tell yawl arhh, you know, i always contradict myself. because i say i'm fat. but i say i aint. =/ ohh nehhmind. i dunno what i'm saying oso. yeap. then worked out from 2.30 to 4.30! at first couldn't find mr. gregory lee. the PE teacher who allowed us to use the room! ohhh and btw, i didnt even know our skoo had such a nice COOL gym! nice cooling aircon and radio inside(: nice equipments too. yeapp. couldn't look for him. then later realised that actually he didn't even come to skoo that day. then later Mr. Kuah ((((: helped us take the gym room key. well, he's teacher's lounge thingy is just beside the gym! (: then later we went in, then rachel went down to look for rachael, pearlene and sherrie and the others. then i was in there ALONE. tsk! then later when i was about to go out to look for rachel, i opened the door, and mr. kuah was about to come in! hah. we almost banged on each other. (x then he say he just wanted to come in to tell us that he's going for lunch. hah! just that. then later used the gym blahh blahh. i didn't bring the proper attire. was gonna use pinafore. and mr. kuah was like- you gonna use THAT? hahas. i was like YA. rachael goh oso! so then i halfway doing HE came in larhh. tsk. obscene. heh. then yepp. worked out then went home, and in the nite i did 250 ((: more sit-ups! whoo. cos i saw the fats on my tummy. and i decided! and i must have the MOTIVATION to build ABS! yes(:

tuesday
just another boring day. lessons and lessons =/

monday
already told ya! just another boring skool day. and mr. karib took my PSL badge for making too much noise and talking talking and walking about in class =/ tuesday lalaa. i can't rmb what happened! just another boring skoo day. cos i can't rmb anything interesting that happened.

yeapyeap! i gotta go! its late! 11.53pm!
skoo tmr! -.-
niteyy. love. (:

LAN- ((:

2005-08-23T08:56:00.000-07:00

ahh. played LAN on last sunday! at kembangan XD
eeyer. like got 6 guys and 1 girl. i'm the only girl!!
mingwei, benchew, ivan, edward, this other guy and shermankwek.=/
actually rachel supposed to play one! then she suddenly backout cos her father don't allow then she had to go to her aunty's house which was at kembagan.
so she went there. =/
and there were 2 cousins at her house and she was supposed to coach them!!
and i would be so extra if i went there. so i decided not to!!
But then i had to nowhere to go!! i couldnt go home larr!
cos i told my mother i would be at rachel's house till about 5. and i would reach home around 6!
she lives pasir ris there, so i can't reach home that early or she would find out!!
it was 3plus then. yepp. then i was like stuck laa! nowhere to go! tsk.
i really didnt mean to lie! me and rach actually planned it already!
then later rachel say just go play LAN with them. XD
i was reluctant cos i didn't feel comfortable larhh. then i din want cos BLAHH. can't say >_<
heh. yeap. then later mingwei and ivan say just follow them larhh. (:
haiya. so i went in the end lorh. walked there, then went in to play!
Felt SUPER extra larhh. i din feel right at all! time passed fast.
1hour passed, the first DOTA game finished, was in ivan's and mingwei's team.
then later second round change team. ya! the second game took long.
time was crawling larhh. my mother called me to go home!! waaah.
ahya. i lied! i admit it and ya! ): then later i left first at about 5.30 cos i had to be home by 6! my father booked a restaurant buffet at clarke quay there. no at balestier rd. there!
haiya. nowadays my father book so many buffets! uhh! make me fat larhh! tsktsk.
yupp. then i was so scared to walk alone out of the LAN shop to the MRT. cos ya! all guys there.
heh. and i din know the way back to the MRT there. so mingwei walked me there(: heh. thankyou. the others were waiting for him.
then ya! the buffet was delicious!! mmm. ((: nice food.
then later went clarke quay walk walk, then went home!
10 plus then.
i fell on my bed, literally! and then fell asleep till 1am.
woke up, bathed, then went back to sleep!

then monday was a bad day ):
eee. boring lessons.
and stupid mr. karib took my PSL badge away!
urghh. shall stop here! continue later! ((: seeya.
hungry i am! XD

-pissed. can you just go away? TSK.

2005-08-22T03:18:00.000-07:00

AHHH people.
help help HELP!!!
i'm in deep shit!
TSK. so crappy larhh.
i'm getting involved but i din do anything.
and i don't wish to do anything.
i don't even wanna know what's happening!
i'm the main person everyone is quarelling.
i meen not everyone, but SOME people.
like WHAT?!
its just a small matter larhh.
its so irritating.
why cant we just be friends man.
this is SO presurising.
i wished all this didn't happen in the first place.
then there's backstabbing here and there.
rumours, gossip.
who do i trust man!!
but i'm sure i can trust someone.
and GOD. i will pray to God you will not pester me ever again.
that stupidd person is just full of shit.
full of crap. total rubbish. useless, nonsensical, idiot.
can't stand that person. can't you just GO AWAY!!
get lost. get outta my sight.
i can't stand you. why are you the only one that's not giving up.
and you go around spreading.
stuffs that are not true.
like WHATS YOUR PROBLEM MAN!
pain in the TSK.
and then you scold him.
you're not happy are you.
so what. i don't care larh.
please man!! just never talk to me again.
i don't wish to talk to you, or even see you.
your childish behavior is pissing me off.
i can't be bothered with you man.
but then as i try to entangle myself out of this mess,
you just have to come destroy my peace.
now the whole world out there knows about it.
does that make you happy?
well i'm telling you i'm pissed to the max.
do you think by doing this i would repay you.
oh dream on man! NEVER.
i've never seen such a person like you can.
stop scolding him.
cos he's my friend too you know.
don't insult when you're the one in the wrong okay.
stop blaming him and said that he started it.
cos he didn't. okay. and this mess is started by you.
i know. and this already proves to me you're such a coward.
you don't own up to ur mistakes.
this makes me feel more disgusted.
sickening. i never knew you would be so annoying.
if not i wouldn't have befriended you larh.
wha lao. you think skoo isnt giving me enough stress?!
streaming is here. and you here are not helping ya know.
you spoil my day. my mood man.
i would rather sms so many other people laa!!! TSK.

please go away. and don't blame others for what you've done.
please give up. cos its impossible for it to happen.
and i can't accept anything. ya. this is PISSING ME OFF.
ahhh. idiot. i'm gonna lose my cool soon can!
ahh. ahh. ahh. ahh. ahh. eeyerr.
i'm not going to do anything. i don't care laa.
i'm not going to get bothered by you.
so ya. (:
*sarcastic smile*

shopping!!

2005-08-18T03:26:00.000-07:00

whoo!! people people!
got quite alot to tell you!
but then now i going out!!
gotta prepare!! going shopping with my mummy!
go cut hair, i meen trim! ((:
and then buy my handfone cover!
then buy clothes((:
jeans! whoo. yesyes. (:
i love my mummy(:
and daddy. (: heeh.

another time! (:
much love. (: val--

another soul saved--

2005-08-17T10:01:00.000-07:00

TSK!!! pain man!
today got chinese results back!
don't intend to tell my mummy or daddy yet.
crap laa. just pass only can! same marks as rachel!
amazing! ohyea! cos we're the linglings! (:

see this! http://www.-ilovemypretty-.blogspot.com
and http://www.ilovemysexy.blogspot.com
yeap! cool ehh?
andand so TSK. pain, not because of chinese, but CRAMPS!!
the chinese poor results are adding on laa. tsk.
'm bleeeedingg. haiz. dont like it. hmpff. girls. haiya. yucks.

//OOHOO!!
whooooooooooooooooo. YAYYAY!

wanchun.
SIA WANCHUN.
my deardeardeardeardeardear greatgreat darlingg FRIEND.
i'm VERY proud of you girl.
YOU boldly picked up the couraged, trusted in God's faith, and despite believing in this God alone in your family, managed to overcome EVERYTHING.
a christian you have finally becomed~!
this is a very happy moment(((:
iloveyou my dear.
we will PUSH!
Pray Until Something Happens.
until your mother and brother accepts christ one day.
one very fine day SOON.
whoo! rejoice! (:
so happy! today had prayer meeting after skoo. till 2plus!
wanchun, rachel, melissa, pearlene, sherrie and me!
tho sherrie's not a christian yet, she is longing to be one, but has to wait!
yepp. and rachel melissa and i, are really HAPPY people! we're like. BAHH!! wanchun. wow. a precious and important moment in her life. 17august((:
whoo! then we sang heart of worship (:
yepps. and i'm HUNGRY!!!! yes! (:
hungry for GOD(:

theres this rap i made up!
and melissa(:
and asking rachel to chip in!
shall rap to yawl someday((:
SOON. real soon!
kayys. ahh! LIT! CHINESE! have to go study! (:

another soul saved!! ((((((((((:

small world! AND LAN rockksrocksrocks!! DOTA!

2005-08-16T02:21:00.000-07:00

BOO people!
ahh. i've only got a while more!
i gotta go soon, study literature for the CA coming up this thursday.

baahhhh!
yesterday played LAN! =D
my first time.
whooo!! warcraft rockks!! =D
CS too!
i can't wait to play dota again this friday! ((:
most probably going laa.
but have to ask my mummy ((:

joshuachan and iankwek are gonna teach me!
whoo!! soon i'll be pro! yay!!
anyway...

yesterday(((((:
saw benchew in the bus when me and wanchun were walking on the way to the busstop after skoo!
hah!! and then later up in the bus 135 going home, saw joshuachan in the bus! hehh! small world ehh. funny laa. ((:
anywayy!!!
dotadotadota.
rocksrocksrocks!!
ahhh. its so addictive! my first time playing already hooked laaa!
and whoo. i managed to kill sherman once when was teaming with rachel.
my first game know!
hahas. luckluck laa. or maybe i'm just good (((:
hahas. i doubt it.
since 3 vs 1.
me rach and shermankwek vs benchew.
benchew still won.
whats worse. worse!
i died 10times, rach 14times, sher 10times.
wow rite!
and benchew? 0time. ZERO. yes.
wow rite? hahas. yepp.
stupidd chewkangwei.
me and rach were angry and started beating him up.
so fun! yeap. but we were the only girls.
it was near geylang la. yucks.
see so many sexy maids walking around mann.
and i'm annoyed laa. iankwek you-know-who.
rachel i guess you do know who toooo.
we played from 7-9plus!
supposed to 6.30 start one.
then play 1hour+ then reach home before 8.
cos monday, skoo day laa.
then ya! 9plus then reach home lorr.
haiz.
and me and rach din pay!
chew paidd.
heh. and me and rach were having a fun time tekaning chew.
we took his pencil case and skoowork.
cos he ask us help him keep.

anw, ya!
and before we went in, cos waiting for sherman vehh long already.
sat there somewhere near the road.
then later some AHBENG.
LIFTED his TEESHIRT infront of me and rach.
and stared at US. making some kissing noises.
we were freaked!
tho that guy has abs. he was wearing some cap and all.
eeeks.
then later told benchew, then he say, no la.
not do to ur, is do to me.
sighhh. hah!

whooooooo. this friday!
cant wait!
joshuachan! iankwek! melissa!
comecome play with rach and chew and i!!
that'll be melissa's first time!
and whoa. the 2 other pros. (((:
chan and kwek XD
hah. who will win.

yepps. shall stop here.
love.

ice war with joshua chan(:

2005-08-14T14:08:00.000-07:00

hello people!!
i'm here blogging again(:
i'm bored.
haven't done my literature homework.
Lit CA is postponed to this thursday!
whooo~ =D
okayys!

YESTERDAY 13august05
met dorothy at kembagan mrt
and went church with her.
reached at 4.30 sharp!
they were starting.
melissa had to usher that day.
so she ushered us to our seats.

blahh. service was cool!
it was vehh funny.
cool(:
the sermon was damn funny!!
Elder andrew goh. hah!
series: building a people of purpose and passion.
topic: it takes courage to make a difference
haha! he was making us laugh and laugh at his jokes! and his actions were funny!
and he told funny stories which sometimes i have no idea how i links to the sermon. hmmm.but it was fun laa.
yes. it takes courage to own up to my SIN.
here. i admit i have sinned(:
hah.
i will stand up for what's right.
and i will speak UP for christ.
yes. and i will
REMEMBER THE END OF THE STORY.(:
;in the end. everything will be okay.
if it is not okay. its not the end. (:

yesyes! i think that rocks laa. =D
hah. then after service. so sad. ):
charlene going to grandma's house. melissa had potencial cell. and rachel had some open ceremony rehearsal arh. then dorothy had to go home. and carrie could only stay till 7.30pm. melissa and rachel were only going to dinish at 8plus 9. so i was like. huh.
i'm going to be all alone. so lonely.
then saw xiaoting.
she sang me that 'mr.lonely' song la. it so made things better. BUT she was gonna be alone too.
so she asked me accompany her to whitesands to buy something for her juniors. so i followed since i got nothing better to do anyway.
there. we shopped shopped shopped for an hour plus. then 7.45 liddat we decided to get back to church. xiaoting needed to wrap the stuffs up.
back at church.
met cho. and isaac was with him.

then followed xiaoting up the lift to the office. she got in to get scotch tape, scissors and stuff.

then we got down level1. stayed in the middle of nowhere. she started writing stuffs! and i have no idea how to wrap cups. so just sat there.

talking talking.

cho was showing us breakdancing moves. moonwalk and stuff.

cool! hah. i'm practicing my baby freeze and headstand! other than that i cant exactly do laa.

i scared i die lehh!

hehh. then blahhblahh.

8.30 already. they still not out. about 8.50 then come out. they looked pretty tired. hmm.

sorry melissa if i ignored you! cos i din hear you calling me at first kayys? (:

andand then everyone came and all.

and the rudeboy larr.

hahas. then talkedtalked. 9plus already.

AND i was being called RUDEGIRL. punk girl and all by THIS rudeboy know.

yea. and the other one ahh. POSER. go call evie minah!!

uhh! and then ahh.

Somebody went to agree that me and evie are minahs.

??!! ?!?!

we're so fair laa. i meen skin color. and of course we just and fair too(:

and then later THAT guy who agreed say no, i said Tina, not minahh.

haha. vehh funny laa.

then we packed up.

then went to DTE.

then 10plus already.

went grasspatch wait for rachel awhile then go buy food at MACs.

so bought students mcnuggets meal.

4bucks. ahh. my precious moneyy.

then the others left already!

and we had to walk real fast to catch up with them! tsk.

we at the grasspatch they already exiting DTE.

and the main reason why i had to get to them was cos xiaoting had my bible laa.

that girl.

ahyo. but actually is i ask her help me keep one laa.

then later met them at the whitesands macs.

then later they went to buy food.

while they bought me and melissa ate.

hahas. thenthen! ahh.

they bought finish sat down.

wanted to wait for sherman wong.

then wait wait.

dunno what. that joshua chan.

so bored until he took ice and shot at me laa.

you know like shoot the ice with the STRAW.

on my face can!

his saliva.

then later i shot one a melissa(x i shot at her face. xP

then joshchan shot another one on my hand.

tsk. ya!

then he pretend pretend not him know.

then go blame joshcho.

hahaa. so obvious can.

nehhmind.

then sherman wong came.

he took so long laa. then went into mrt.

then blahhblahhblahh.

everyone was being so LAME.

the girls were just being so cool(:

sitting there chatting while the others shoutingshouting.

and using some accent.

tsk. melissa says sound like donkey. which i agree(:

they're like hello-ing to each other. ?!

hahass. ((:

yeapp.

then later home.

so tired.

then talkedtalked on the fone.

then slept. woke up at about 10am

then now. 2plus(:

and i'm bored. outta be doing my lit. homework!

and thats saturday. (:

think i'll stop here (:

love.

supposedly to be blogged a long time ago. sighh.

2005-08-14T10:48:00.000-07:00

whaa!
its sunday.
finally i get the time to blog!
i shall not waste the time elaborating on last time's stuff.
hmmm.
simple(:
check later! i'll blog about yesterdayy(:

well. last sat went for FOP! (:
damn cool! that delirious guy((:
heh. yeap.
ohhhohhohh YEAYEAYEA =D
hah!
and then after that, the next major event!!
XD
waaah!

BITERACE!
damn cool!
nathatlie and vicki came!
loretta was having a high fever!
sadsad!
paid her 10bucks for her okayy!
tsk.
told vicki to meet me at bedok interchange at 7.45 the day before.
she thot it was 8.45.
so me and melissa kept trying to get her early in the morning.
only to find that the house fone was engaged and her handfone wasnt turned on.
TSK!
was so pissed off and scared that 2 ppl pangsehh us then cannot play!
coscos minimum 5 must come or else disqualified. =/
so ya!
finally after 50 times of calling it got thru!
was HIGH.
then was like so frantic like a banana. (:
heh.

yeapyeap.
then BITERACE!
we could have gotten the IPOD mini laaa.
tsk. cos we went to that stuupiddd IKEA the bonus round.
or else we weould have already been back there by 2.
hmmm. after we went we rushed cos we din want to be late.
yepp. at least we could finish the race before 4.30pm.
we were the 96th group!
ahhh. nevermind. we tried our VERYVERY best already.
yeapp. we reached back at 4.27 (:
hahhh. then ya lorr.

saw carrie and winston.
and then saw joeyee benchew mingwei and iankwek.
hahas. they going to play LAN.
so later joeyee asked us to play with her oso. (:
melissa din want.
i wanted to seesee(:
hahas. never play before mahh.
then if nice i shall consider playing too(:
thenthen joeyee used 'reverse cycology' to make us go.
so i draggged melissa along telling her we would be there only for a while.
so ya!
was watching them play.
din see what was so interesting laa!
dark smelly and noisy room.
tho the tampines one considered quite quiet alreadyy la.
then they went to play warcraft.
$2 per hour.
tsk. waste money!
i rather go shopping.
so then me and melissa sat there waiting waiting for them.
whaa. then iankwek shouted in my ear so loudly i almost got deaf ahh.
cos he was calling ben.
rite.

yeap. then after a while me and melissa left first!
then was home. slept slept slept and slept.
din study chinese tho the next day was chinese CA.
tsk. so confirm vehh bad one lorr.
but my other subjects not badd la! whoo. (:

yea.
on friday i slept from 7pm to 11am the next day know!
thats more than 12 hours.
hmmm. 16hours! =/
crazy. when i woke up felt like sleeping again.
yeap.

later i'll blog about yesterday!
saturday! ((:
heh. LOTSA stuff (:
hee.

adieu --
love, val(:
i'm so clever.
and i'm growing tall (X
tc* godbless-

still no time!!

2005-08-12T03:39:00.000-07:00

ahh!! still no time!

ahhyo.
actually today got area gathering practice!!
then din go cos was too tired and feeling sick!
have sorethroat and yea. just sickk laa.
shaun asked me and melissa to sing for next months are gathering!
budden now sorethroat go there and sing. eee.
will sound awful laa!!
heh.

anyway peeps!!
i still gots no time lehh!
maybe i blog later or tml!
my sister is waiting to use the com.
tsktsk. playing habbohotel or somethin.

hmmm. i feel like changing my blogskin agenn!
nahhh. maybe next time. soon((:

one more thang!!
i got my geog, science and maths paper back!
satisfied(:
improved tremendously. (:
tho i know chinese confirm suck lahh.)X
hmmm.
geog got 92/100 budden actually can be 96/100 one! A1!
budden mrs. siva not confirm that answer can give mark not.
and science got 73.3/100! whoohoo. improved. A2!
andand maths. ahya. B4 laa.
but luckyy i pass! (:

on my way to THAT ipod! (:

ahh. monday got literature CA!
crap crap.
nono. its changed to thursday!! whohoo. yay! lucky mann!

FYE FYE.

hehheh.yeapp.
kaykays. later!!

heh. i gotta go!
bye! takecare. godbless*

love ya guys loads(: i feel nice todayyyy.

lovelove. #valerie-

time-less!!

2005-08-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

i'm rushing with time!
ahhhh!
no time no time!
feeling so timeless!

plenty of things to blog!
about BITERACE! XD
but got no time now!

kinda just finished home econs project!!
had to make some website!
here. vehh eeyer.
www.--ahealthylifestyle.blogspot.com
yeapp. click on it!!
see how it looks!
have to actually tell the teacher about the website and all cann!!
so retarded!!

kayys. yeap. supposed to do a powerpoint.
melissa came over to my house just now to do with me!
hahas.
she say i do things vehh fast.
which is quite true(:
we finished that website and everything in 2 and 1/2 hours only!!
you know how hard it is to do the html!
hahas. yea.

BITERACE!!
many many things to say!
shall blog tmr!!
yeshh. blehhh.
(:

mummys nagging. sigh.
and i'm totally BEAT!!
so super tired.

kays! gotta go!
lovelove.
godbless. takecare(:

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!

2005-08-09T03:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY
to all!!

whoohoooo!
the planes just passed by!
i can hear them!

what happened just now was the past(:
happy now!
heee!
GO singapore!
ahhh ahh!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh!!
the army and navy trucks passss byyy MY HOUSE!!!
i saw!! i took photo!! (: (: (:
the armyy ppl!! they WAVED!!
and me and my mother were screaming XD
hah!!! XP cool!! COOL!

ilovesingapore(:

valeriie-
approximatelyy--
19more hours to BITERACE!! XD

get away!!

2005-08-09T02:46:00.000-07:00

ahh!
i just realised i just critisized tt person!
ohhh DEVIL GET AWAY!!
get lost.
ur not gonna make me feel this way!!
you cant break our relationship!
and i'm not gonna anger.

(:
(:
too bad!! ur plan failed!
thanks to rachel(:
she helpped me!
whoohoo!!
melissa!! i've got something to tell you!!
later!! on the fone(:

bye!
takecare!! (:

pissed. -STRESS FROM YOU.

2005-08-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

OMGosh people!
tell me its not only me.
pleaseplease.
but i think melissa and loretta knows how its like.
theres no way we can escape.
its beyond our control.
i'm going to break down.
and i just feel like crying.
the anger turns into disappointment.
and now you make me feel i'm in the wrong.
go away!!
i'm gonna brainwash you.

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's world war III
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
Money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

yeap. adapted from crazy
by simple plan!

just this part of the song.
how can i not brood over it?
it happens almost everyday?
where do i release my stress!!!??
where!!!

i wish there was something.
this something.
that erases all these moments.
i don't wanna think back in my memories and see.
and look at this mess!

ahhh!! you now know my darkest secrets?
no. you dont.
and you know what.
you don't know how i feel.
why this is part of advancing?

you say you've been through all this.
BUT i just dont see why.
why i feel like i'm the only one taking your crap.
am i the only one?

melissa! you understand?
you know how i feel rite?
cos thats how you feel too?

next time i'm just gonna keep my mouth shut.
really.
i'll just nod.
and turn back and scream.
alone! jus myself.

screams deep within.
tackling in our hearts.
racing with the tension.
each and everyday.
steams kept inside.
shouts overwhelm me.
enough!! its-
DEAFENING.

im not granted peace.
i look not what i feel.
what's wrong with you?.
you dont care do you.
urghhh.
you dont understand me.
all these is accumulated.
it all brings up to all of this.

ahhh. you tell me about my past mistakes.
you bring them up and remind me.
now i feel guilt.
guilty i am.
sorry okay?!

i'm going to PRAY UNTIL SOMTHING HAPPENS!
i'll make sure you understand.
and make sure you don't critisize my church.
whaaa!! yeapyeap.
thats it!

byebye.
i'll end here.
i shan't say more.

tomorrow---------- BITERACE--!!

jurong community and this freaky guy AND FOP!!! (:

2005-08-07T15:06:00.000-07:00

jurong community and this freaky guy AND FOP!!! (:

ahhh!!
sorry din update for quite sometime!
was really too busy!
let me elaborate! (:

saturday -performance

drama girls, non-syf team, went to perform at JURONG there.
jusrong west. so we were in the WEST of the west! (:
thats what izza said(:
hah!! that crappy girl, yet so HOT. (:
hee. she arhh. ahyo.
cos rite, i start from the very very beginning laa.

woke up at 6am, prepared and then 6.30am called kimberly, cos we were supposed to meet up in the morning to take bus to skoo.
then i called her and she just woke up!
she cund hear the alarm.
hahas. than her father offered to fetch us, so i met her outside my house gate there.
then later at skoo we put on make up and all.
then then we went up into the skoobus!
then later we reached jur0ng there!
and guess what!!!!!!
we realised we were performing for the MINISTERS.
the MOE!! ahhh!!!
so paisehhh. imagine if we make a mistake!
whooo.
and then EVERYONE was wearing some red top!!
only us, with our costumes!!
ahhh!
we felt so outta place!!
gots lotsa ppl playing football and basketball and there was this ceremony thingyy.
and had some pledge thingy.
then later we went backstage.
TSK!
the PRIMARY skoo band was so GOOD cann!!
compared to our C.O.!
no offence!
but ya!!
primary skoo got band already!!
got drums and trumpets and all!
they all so small size like... 1/2 or 3/4 of me only!!
and then they play such big and cool instuments!~
eeeyerrr. our skoo. tsk.
so jealous!
then later backstage, they put down the curtains,
then we were arranging the mike and testing them out.
the band started playing!!
all those quite nice songs!!
and i sometimes hear VS band playing!
haha! so loudd.
yea. then the music was like...!!
HEART-pumping cann!! [x
out hearts were beating according to the FAST fast rhythm!!
vehh fierce and low base!
they played songs over songs.
like around 5 songs.
then we were dancing to the music!
and then ya!
we were anyhow grooving. haha!!
then debra did some ~~slutty~~ dancE!
tsk. what an awful sight yea, kim?
we saw that. *sulks*
eeeyerr.
then we heard clapping. [:
applause.
AHHH!

its was our TURN.
me and rachel hurriedly prayed for the show!! [:
kimberly joined us(:
then yea! the music played. (:
we walked on stage.

i was going to be THE FIRST ONE to speak!!
nerve racking.
my heart RACED. my heart was like. Wooooo0w. XD
somewhere.
i spoke into the mike as the music softens!!
ahhh!!! i wanted to scream cos i saw all eyes upon me. (X
and then i finished my SUPER long lines.
then stepped back.
kimberly's line.
then debra, then izza(:
then yes!
the played went on smoothly all the way!!
(:
whoohoo!! was confident.
and then we took our bow as we ended our show.
(:
(:

well i think we did pretty well(:
at least better than the one performed at skoo just the day before, friday!
eee. that one was terrible. where we performed in the foyer for students.
some DC ppl. hahaaaa. they had good view.

then we left the stage. it was some cheeena drama.
yeappyeapp.
then me and daryl realised we still left some of our belongings inside!
yes! on the seat.
so me and her went to take em.
when we went in, some ministers and some guy said we did well(:
whoohoooooooo!
we said thankyouu and then hurriedly went to collect our stuff!
it was in between some audience!!
so ma lu just walk there to take!
haiya. then ya!!
then we sat outside as we got our badges and then there were some guys playing basketball!
haha. theres this guy who took his shirt off! [x
HAHA!~
and he had this tail.
i meen his hair.
yea! eee. hahas. yeapp.

then later we were in the skoo bus back to skoo.
sat with izza, kimberly and nabila.
then yea!
me and izza were singing rockk songs(:
hahas. we were bored.
then later we decided to sleep and rest a while.
i leaned on izza.
then we started talking talking about shopping and stuff(:
hahaaa!! so cool.
then yea! we were back at skoo (:

and then me and kimberly changed out.
we went to bugis!

BUGIS! x]
and then at bugis edge there,
there was this freaky guy.
cos we were walking this way and then he and his friend were walking in the opppsite directly of us. he passed by us and said : this 2 girls very chio lets follow them.
i OVERHEARD. and i dunno if he was refering to us la.
then later i saw the shadow can!!
he was following us!
and then i whispered to kim but she cund hear.
then after a while she was like.
i can see the reflection, theres someone following us.
then i was like... yea!!
kimberly, thats what i wanted to tell you just now.
hahas. then after a while that guy came to us and then he was quite tall laa.
then he say i wanna make frens with you, can?
in chinese. then we were like no. (:
hah!! reject XD
yeapp. then later we bought some bracelet. so cool! $5.90.
i told my mummy it was 4 bucks. cos she would scold me if its 6 bucks.
say very ex blahhblahh.
haha. then later went to FOP!!!

FOP!!
whooo!
ahhh!!

festival of praise rocks cann!!!!

they ROCK man!! hillsongs and delirous!! yay!!! then we were jumpingjumping! singing singing! SHOUTING! SCREAMING SCREAMING AND MORE SCREAMING. we were the only ones screaming so crazily tho. hahaha!!! COOL! this really cool new song!!

ohhh oohh ohhh... yeayeayea! ohhh ohh ohh yeayeayea!! (: kept repeating! so cool! they sang one way ... and more!! so cool! nathalie went with us! kimberly went too!

ohoh. and you know what was so pissing before we entered the indoor stadium? we were the second group queueing up. our frens came to q and 12pm. then me and kim were there at about 2plus. and then guess what? we were so bored that we took a cab home and got our guitars. then we took a cab back! total 15bucks taxi fare! or was it more? hmmm. cant rmb! kimberly paid first! then yea. we brought our guitars there and then the stupidd usher. stuppiiddd guard person dont allow us to get back up. tsk. he ask us to q at the backk can! he din believe we were there before!! like whatever can! tsk. so from the EAST gate the bridge tt side we went to q all the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy downnnnnnnnnn to down the stairs. to the open air carpark. tsk. pissing la he. budden we moved up bit by bit. and then nelly spotted her floorball senior near the stairs tt side so we went to que there since she took pity on us. so we asked the other megalifers too. and then yea! we sat there for the next 4 hrs playing the guitar and blahh blahh~

then it was time to go in!! (: hahaha!

cool! went in then yea! the fun began! super cool! kim is converting to christian and nelly is looking foward to another christian concert like this! (:

wheee!!

yeap!! then yea! thats bout it! i'll blog soon about today!

national day! hah. tho it was quite boring. [:

love. valeriie- (: takecare. and godbless!

later i gotta go to prayer meeting for biterace! and one more thing!! i signed up for biterace already! the team no.086! (:

bored again!!

2005-08-04T07:03:00.000-07:00

ahhh!!
i'm like feeling so bored nowadays!
nothing to do!!
except study!
no CAs for the moment!
whoohoo! =D yayyay!
next thursday after national day holiday then got English CA! at least there's still at least a week to go! literature is somewhere soon too! this week is gonna end! yea! next week only thursday and friday got skoo! wheee!!
ohoh! and biterace! next wednesday!
6 more days to go only! i'm very excited!! its gonna be so cool! its some event organised by our my church- megalife. some amazing race thingyy around singapore!! then look for food stuffs and all then go eat! (:
heh! loretta, nelly and vicki confirm coming!
pearlene maybe!
rachel or melissa mite be in my team too! XD
everyone cund find a team in the end!
so they ask whether they can join me! (:

yeapp!
and today chinese was quite fun!
hahas. very interesting! zhanglaoshi was telling us about some body thingy, ur mood and water- H2o. hehheh! shes so funny!
and then she was telling us her height is 1.73m and then heather compared with the teacher was was only until the teachers shoulder! and then asked melissa to g0 see! melissa is only 4 cm shorter can!!! then rachel was asking why not be model! then she wrote on the blackboard in english that she was too old for it! haha! then she was telling us that she was taller than her older sis! =D

and then geog was funny too! hahas. me and izza were so happily talking when mrs. siva caught us and seperated us. she put izza in front of her and asked me to just sit there. then later i took my stuff, walked up to the com. then mrs siva was like-whats your problem huh, girl?
i was like- nothing! i'm helping you out with the com and the slides.
then she said okayy. hahas. i'm the IT monitor person marhh! with izza! (:

then then. afte

[censored]

then went with rachel to macs to eat! at bedok interchange there.
got some retarded guys! said some stupid stuffs bout us. shall not mention! hahaaa. then ate the mc nugget students meal. and now its like have to pay 10cents for every sauce you take, besides chillisauce. we are only entitled to get 1 sauce for each mcnuggets meal. retarded!!!
hahas. so we just took one curry sauce and then i upsized. and the changed the fries to curly fries. i paid most of it. hahs. nevermind laa.(: i'm kind one. and then we ordered small fries again later! yeapp.

then later went back to skoo in 196. went into skoo! everyone was already lining up getting ready to take the psl foto shot! then i realised i havent go and buy the PSL badge from mdm rauda yet! kathy too! so we went to look for her! searched up and down. cund find her. then mdm gammar asked at psls and the teachers in charge to come down to get ready, then saw mdm rauda! bought from her! so cool! but i'm sure i have my old one some where at home! ahahas. kathy paid for me first! cos i got no small change. then tmr gonna pay her! yeapp.
then we took the photo!! so toot! but guess what!!! i was in the 3rd row this time!! but at the corner again, well not at the end laa. but somewhere there! then later the FUN shot! after the formal one, cos i and the others were seperated, then was looking for them, cund find them! then i spotted them when the guy was counting 3, 2....... then i ran to wanchun and then others, climbed up the bench! stepped up and almost fell. and then the guy was like. wait. ahyo. make me so anxious. then 1.2.3! yaaaayyy! hahas. yeapyeap.
was sticking my tongues out! wanchun did it with me~ (:

andand the EX.COs i'm ONE of them-the five. (:(: of the sectwos are planning this thing! surprise! so i shall not reveal morE! supposed to contact gabriena, nathalie and cheryl lek later! and i was supposed to call cheryl ng regarding the LAP thingy! have to make some stuffs for the language art programme thingy which we are going to perform...

ohohOH!! and guess what!! hah! was at the busstop across our skoo st. pats there, saw kelly-the psl and drama one. said hi and all. and then boarded the bus. guess what!! i saw benkor! tsk!! me, with my skoo U! he was like sarcastically shaking his head and larffing can!! tsk! then i stared at him, smiled and then just ignored him later. then later my stop, going down that time he keep asking me to throw his bubbletea cup! i was like... no! mouthing it to him. other KC girls saw, and was like raising their eyebrows to me like whos that! , i know them laa. budden so embarassing. haha. i dropped off. and then he was like saying i bullied him! and i forgot to pass him the BITERACE card!! ahhhh!!! tsk.

yeappyeapp! then thats about it!! ahhh!! i'm hungry! but i'm not supposed to eat!! ate macs already!! full of fats and calories man!!
hahas. and i'm getting abs people!! seriously!! abs! whoooooohoooooooooo000!
i can see the line can!! so cool! doing 100 situps everynite and 80 pushups!! but got rest a while laa. hahas. or else behhtahan arhh. yeshh.

later!! gonna play with my guitar; sleeq awhile!
learning its all about you by mcfly and boulevard of broken dreams by green day!
(:
adieu --the literature way of spelling it! (:

tc* godbless! (:
muchlove.

boredtoBALLS.

2005-08-02T01:30:00.000-07:00

ahhh!
i'm so siann'd!
should i update my friendster profile?
or not?
tsk! i'm so lazyy lehhh...
after this still need to go study maths for tomorrows CA!
blahhh!
-sulks- XP
haiyaa. YAY!! i've almost got a team for BITERACE!
still praying for this event!
whoohoo! august 10!
ahhh! so excited!
ahhh. today aint high. so PMSsy-
nahh. actually just sian and bored!
tsk. but had a lil' larff laa.
that wan chun la!!
ahyo.
after skoo we went opposite to eat the coffee shop there.
and then we ate meepok yea.
some noodles thingy la.
and then she took from us BALLS. >.<
fishballs XD
hahas. actually she wanted some since we can't finish!
so dorothy, melissa and me gave her 1 each!
nono, dorothy gave her 2!
hah.
she ate all the BALLS.
yes. and i left 2! hah!
yeapp. so she seperated them into 2 bowls.
and she said they're now EYEBALLS.
tsk. hahaha!!
then yea lorr. make it COCKEYED. :P

ahhhh! and i'm jealous.
urghhh. i wan ipod!
or ipod mini!
i've gotta win it in BITERACE!!
tsk!! whoever win gimme laa! (X
*innocent smile*
yea.

i'm still jealous. jealous.
ahhh. i shun be!
tsk. i wan more clothes and new handfone cover!
shall update my blog and add that in my wishlist!
my birthdays in november )':

-val-
loviie.
godbless. tc*

performance at tanjong katong primary!! =D

2005-08-01T05:52:00.000-07:00

WHOOHOO!!
i was SO high~ today at skoo!!
can ask izza, loret and melissa!!
ahyo. but that melissa so tired arhh.
abit siansian one!
yeappyeapp. then ya!!
before assembly izza and i talkedtalked and larffedLAUGHED like CRAZYY.
cos i was HIGH which caused her to ber HIGH(:
and so we're all HIGH!!
whoohoo~
so yea! (:
=D then today got to leave class early!
at 11.25am!
tsk! that was the music lessons the guitar period lorr!
of all lessons must miss that one!
haiyyaa. then yepp.
cos we had to go do our geog. CA!
we got to do it first! while the others have it during assembly period after music lessons.
the test was SO FUN!!
hah! the teacher allowed us to talkand talk!
cos we had it in the computer lap!
yea!!
so we were playing and fiddling with the keyboards and
i was looking at the ALL black computer screen which was smooth!
so it was able to reflect some light and i could see the shadow of my face and hair!
so i was seeing if my hair was messy(: --my daily ROUTINE.
(X heh. i'm liddat.
yeshh. but thats NOT vain okayyy.
lalalaaaa. shhh. (X
kayys. YA!~
then after that we all special arhh!!
only us in the canteen know!!
then we went to eat lunch.
felt so full! din feel like eating!

then later we met and then did make-up!
and i actually forgot to bring foundation!!
and i forgot to put mascara.
hahas. hmmm. budden they say my eyes no need oso nice(:
(X heh! XP
yeap. then kim and rach goh and i got changed at the HALL backstage there! not toilet, jus backstage!
quite obscene laa.
but who would go there?
right? (:
yeshh. so then we took a skoo bus there with all the other teachers going to watch us and all!
hah!! cool!
then i was like- good afternoon teachers!
then everyone followed after! =D
yeapps. then later started crapping with izza in the bus!
and started slanging!
like. we're really good at it.
as in seriously!!
we can speak so american like.
ANGMOs. heh.
BRItish oso can(:
drama club!!
we specialise in language(:
no wonder i speak so well(:
heh. rachel, izza, rachael......
more. too(:
hahaha. yes.
then after performing once at 2.50pm
and then another time at 4.30pm.
had breaks and all.
and free milo(:
cold milo. tasted tasty.
hahahaha.
then Miss wong punished me for talking too much in between the breaks by asking me to get 3 cups of milo for the teachers!
tsk!!
bully!! taking advantage mann!!
not only i talk lorr!!
hahaha. yeap then on our way back we slanged for at least 2 hours man!
our mouths were super super tired!!
and then i was like ohh yes!
COOL!
we can BUILD ABS on our tongues!~
and rachell chammmers was like yea! 6 pacs~
actually me, izza and rachel were the only ones playing!
and rachael.
yea. then later chamm was like. ayy! nono. 12pacs.nono.16.nono.24!!!
hahaha. yea!
hahaha. LAME. yes(:
but very fun!!
OHH! and did i tell yawl!!
i'm gonna have abs(:
(: (: =D
whoohoo!! i wwant!!!
tsktsk!! heh. i do push-ups and sit-ups everyday!!
everynight(:
yeapp! hee!
then ya lorr! kept playing with nabila's new guitar she bought from skoo.
only 75bucks cann!
so cheap! i bought mine almost 300bucks!!
tsk.
yeapp. but mines nicer and better quality(: (:
XP nehnehniBOOBOO!
hah.
then later me, kim and rachael decided to create a band!
whoohoo!
called...
i not sure yet- yes, cannot reveal yet!
secret! HEH!
after streaming then we'll pursue our DREAM(:
yes. heh. i'm gonna be the electGUITARIST or acousticguitarist or DRUMMIST!
yea! and smal small minor parts of vocals.
and rachel chammy the main vocalist.
but her voice so sweet! cannot sing rockkish song.
oh maybe can!
hahas. but never hear her sing.
yea, then rachael GON drummist too!
and kim almost same role as me lorr!
cool huh!!
yea!
and i think i should continue later or tmr!
needa study for SCIENCE test tmr!! 9.20pm already!!
ahh! and i'm only at chap.8, colours.
tsk! just finish chap.7, refraction and reflection.
tho i only have 2 chaps to study! hah!

gots ta go! (:
byebye.(:
takecare peeppy.
godbless always!

high~!
valerie--

gym(:

2005-07-26T06:57:00.000-07:00

AHHH!! XD
pissing off!!!
blahhblahhh!
i just typed the whole post out and then my com HANG!
wowness laa!
tsk.
see la!
now i gotta retype the whole thing.
ohh well. =X

kayys. today had 4 twofivers over at mahh house (:
was supposed to do home econs project!
-izza.sherrie.melissa and dorothy! (x
hahas. sherrie not in home ec. she's in DnT now!
but she came over to do the christian rock songs proposal to mrs. jaleh thingy! (:
anw, then later they came over supposed to interview and survey ppl over the fone!
then i smsd iankweky to call me later so i can suvery and interview him! (:
hahas. sound a little wrong. hmmm. XD
then ya!
quite soon he called laa.
then later we talkedtalkedtalked before i asked him the questions for the survey!
he was at my blog! X) reading my posts and profile and then jollywell don't tag!
tsktsk! ahyo. yea! then later he said he saw something he shund at my blog. HAHA! XD
you know it kwekky! (X
yeap. and yea lorr!
talktalk. (:
vehh fun talking to him(:

then later asked izza to interview him.
izza asked him!
haha!! she's so funny! so cute (*:
haha!! made us larff and larff and larff.
she said iankwek was dumb. XD
hah!!

yeapyeap.
then after that izzA finish interviewing him,
he asked to pass the fone to me (:
then izza was like: fine la! talk to your girlfriend larh!
tsktsk. kwek cund hear what she sedd~
but he can hear some words laa.
then he asked me what izza said.
then i was like NOTHING!-
i refused to tell him.
haha. XD
hahas. yeahh. iankwek. if you're reading this you wud know larhh!
hahas! shh. blahhblahh. its not true anywayy. hmm.
i slapped izza's mouth XD

ohoh. and then iankwek helped me do the home econs recipe and modified it!
hahas! yay!!
was so lazee to do!
our whole group slacking at my house!
hahas. then yea! he's in F&N so good lorr.
yeap. (:
thankyou (:
thats on behalf of my group (:

heehee. yeapps.
then talked with iankwek for about another 2 hours or so? (:
hahas. yeshh. he's damn bully laa!
hahas. ohoh. i owe him something for helping me do the home ec thingy!
tsktsk! haiya.
he say go mache. -_-''
hah! XD
izza was irritating me and sherrie all the time!!
but fun fun laa.
cos sherrie oso talking on the fone!
with HER ZR!
tsktsk. ahyo. and then izza was like-
fine la! valerie and sherrie ignore me becos of their boyfriends.
tsktsktsk. that izza. blahhblahh.
no wonder she's always HIGH. XD
she talks crap.
and then she took my eeyoore and said she's so lonely and that eeyore's her boyfriend or something liddat!
hah! and izza!! if ur reading this! hmm.
how bout ur sheqal? XD XD
HAH! blehhhh.
yeappps. then later sherrie was like.
yes. we're talking to our potential boyfriends.
i was like!! NO!
hahas. dotdotdot. kays. anyway.
yea!

and then we used the com go friendster and online and all!
yeapp. then moos and izza had ta go home!
not had to. melissa wanted to sleep and dorothy has to change bus at melissas bus stop so they went off together. izzas daddy fetched her.
yeapp.

then later sherrie decided to go gym! -we're so fit(:
then iankwek came.
he rode his bike here can!!
and he only took 20mins!!
whoaa! yeapyeap. (:
then we went gym.
that malay woman was taking forever using the treadmill machine!
tsktsk!
ahyo.
then we sat and talked.
was a bit awkward at first.
we din talk.
haha!! yeap.
then sherrie realised that there were pen marks on her thighs.
and mine too!! XD
cos i wrote it (: (x
haha!! mine says miss sexy-
and sherrie's is miss pinkk lady (:
haha!! yeapyeap.
not being ego (:
yeaa. then haha!!
iankwek put his bike outside the gym leaning against the glass door!
budden the guard don't allow and then keep asking him to put in basement or shift away somewhere.
so he put in the basement!!
but he had no lock!
so yea!
he was scared it might get stolen laa.
budden it din.
he said it was expensive!
hah!
so put it in the carpark there and blahh.
he kept going to check if his bike was still there.
and then yea!
after gym we got a drink and went to basement!
hahas. me and sherrie tried on his bike (:
haha!! so hard to ride can!!
the seat is so tall!
and the seat is so hard!!
ahyo. yarr!
and then later walked sherrie home from my house.
and then i realised i din bring my card!!
the card to scan to get into my condo. -_-''
haha!! so was trapped outside.
must go in by the front gate! which is so far!!
then yea! walked sherrie home near her block there. (:
and then was so tired.
so iankwek asked me to run home and then he ride his bike to my house there!!
i was like no!! so tired lorr!
then he offered to tompang me home on his bike! (x XP
suddenly so kind. hah!
hah!! ahyo. i had to sit in front on the thin bar!!
butt ache. XD
hahas. hmm. ahyo. so paisehh can! (X
haha! yea. then he ride so fast.
so scared i fall and then he kept braking!
blahhh.
yeapyeap.
then he rode me to my condo front gate there (:
hahas. ahhh! he saw his friend.
how embarrasing!!
hahas. yeaaa. he was like saying-she's not my girlfriend.
ya! hahas. yeapyeap.
hahas.
blahhblahh. (:

gotta go!! (:
still have to interview ppl for home econs! XD

takecare; godbless!

loviies-val

assemblyy (:

2005-07-25T05:41:00.000-07:00

heyyheyy!
ahh!
got so manyy things to tell!
nehhmindd!
i write about assembly first!
hahas!! XD (:

assembly-
we're gonna lead assembly for the next few weeks!
or rather maybe for the rest of the year!
hah! (:
we- sherrie, rachel, melissa and ME! (:
hehheh.. whoohoo!
we're gonna rockk.
XD
you see, cos today assembly the presentations over already
and then we had to sing a hymn song chosen by the teacher laa!
its some
-'seek ye first the kingdom of God...and his righteousness...
and all these things shall be added onto you
allelu alleluia!'
hahas. something liddat!
then quite slow and not nice one.
no thrill(:
unlike megalife services!
ahyaa. anw this was the cathalic song lah.
then later i called for mrs. anne leong cos she was walking up and down the classes to see if everyone sang!
hahas. then later i ask her whether we can suggest the songs and all...
then later she say can!
then sang skoo song after that!
then went back to class happilyyyy and excitedddd.
hahas. ahyo.
and then later we rushed outta class
and i was quite fast for once lahh.
hahas. then went toupper staff room!
sherrie called mrs. leong!
she say ask mrs. jaleh.
so we talked about it lahh.
then she said she would be more than glad to let us sing the christian songgs!!
so we gonna play hillsongs songs and planetshakers songs!
yay!!!
like one way, open up the gates!
always and forever! this is how we overcome(:!
hahas.
yeapp!

very excited!!
but we gotta get ALL the lyrics and the songs
and burn into CD for her to 'analyse'
and choose!
scared too rockk! XD
whaaa haas.
yeaps.
got lots more to tell!! >.<
budden cannot tell nows!
sherrie just reminded me that this wednesday have geog test!!
ahhh! crap crap. i havent started studying yet!
its 3 chapters!! >.<
blehh. so i gotta go study now(:
see i so guai(:
*smiles innocently*(:
hahaha.

byee!

takecare-
godbless!

loviie; valerie (:

whoohoo!

2005-07-22T21:01:00.000-07:00

whoohoo!
got lots ta tell ya peeps!!
hahas. lotsa exciting stuffs happened this week!
no time to write noww!!
have been on the com from 3 till now!
6 hours mann!
haiyaa! so tired!!
a fone call--
izza! hahas.
she says Eunos primary got lift okayy!!
tsktsk!! not fair laaa. ahyo.
and then and then!!
yea!! taggyy me!!
anw, is my blogg nicenice? (:
tell me!! (:

hahas. and i love my diary(:
ohoh! and someday i'll upload the recent fotos!
vehh cool!

heh! tmr loretta and avina mite be comin to church with me and Melissa!! =D
yayy!

lalala!! i gotta go real soon!
will blogg tmr aboutt this week yea? (:
heh. very lazyy now!!
having 'my best friend' (x
haha!! CRAMPPS!!
i'm bleeding!!
bleeding excessivelyyy.
blahhh laa!
yeapyeap!
mummy nagging already!

can't wait for BITERACE!(:

byee! takecare!

godbless always! (:

MUCH lovelove--